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Another year...

2009-01-27T00:14:00.000-08:00

This is the 2nd time having chinese new year without family and without all the home-made, i mean all the good tasting "home-made"foods and the "environment... with holidays and the things that makes today the same way as it used to be...
being away for almost 1 and 1/2 year now, things really go pass fast...still the feeling of home makes me want to be able to get home as soon as possible...
Had dinner with cousins and some of our friends just now, things was just not enough to fill all of us...some of us are full, some are semi-full, some are not full... not a good start..
forgot whether we are allow to hold the knife today, but i did anyway...didnt think much about it, make some foods, and went to bathe, and eat and call home for each family and talk with mum and dad and aunts and uncles, telling us to study harder... still misses being at home and having holiday today... BUT... today is raining ice, so the roads and pathway are slippery with ice on top of them, so they decided to close the university at 2p.m today, but my classes ended at 2 too, so what is the difference.. there will be an announcement later at 5 am, whether the university is open tomorrow.. everybody was hoping that it will close for tomorrow too... but who knows....
the road is really slippery today, saw a couple of people who had fallen because of the pathway and some are enjoying ice-skating on it... so different people have different perspective.. they put salts ( big size not the cooking salt) and sand to make it easier to walk on the roads...but still people were falling down, saw one who fell twice within 2 mins... really very dangerous...
really havent update for my whole life already...
so these are the updates.. :D my blog is still alive, just not that active...

-waiting for "a" reply, i just have to have one....-

-gong xi fa cai, wan shi ru yi, xin xiang shi cheng, nian nian you yu and shen ti jian kang...-

As the time goes...

2008-10-30T21:57:00.000-07:00

As time goes it's way, things have been different, very much different from wat it used to be...so many things have happen and it seems that things have been happening over again, the same things but the feeling is much deeper this time, getting more scared...
having exam tomorrow and really scared this time, if i dun turn my grade this time, i really dunno wat will happen to my grade this semester, i tried hard... but y things are not the way i thought it should be... getting the marks i got for my finance 2nd exam really pulled me down real hard, it was one of the exam that i really did study hard and really tried my best, getting that grade really makes me want to give up again... really felt so down... going to give it another try this time, hope things can be different...
i'm missing my parents who i thought wont be really this bad...things have not been going right and hoping they were here was one of my wishes, maybe encouraging me, or giving me the fear and they so called "advice" to get me into studying,being scared of them really can give me the motivation to study...
Things really get me hard this time...feeling helpless, i'm really tired...i know it cant be compared to some others but I Am Not You, i am me...

going to study...

~oyasumi~

Happy birthday to me...

2008-10-01T21:49:00.000-07:00

haha...had BBQ yst night. near midnight have another small celebration, tintin make a cheesecake for us..it was nice!! and pretty too, when i first saw it,haha..u know what i meant tintin!! :DD
it was somehow great but think abt it, 19 is not really smth to celebrate for,hahah.. 18-legal age, 20-starting of ur age with a number '2' in front, 19-last year of ur teenage years.. ehrm... i dunno,not the same as i predicted but had fun still... slept at 4 am that day,talking and have a small small gathering.. :DD

today though is birthday,but classes wont be canceled bcs of this,hahah..woke up at arnd 7 today,have to help elisa at 8 am with the international expo thingy,moving stuff to su... after i went to throw trash when she pick me up,she suddenly start singing 'happy birthday' song,hahaha!! so surprise and funny!!
was so so so tired... during jap class i was like nodding my head and almost falling asleep during class,was so tired! after that went to help out setting up the stall to sells our SATAYS!!! i didnt eat any though,hahah...was so tired. and hot,and the clothes are all smells of the charcoals!! errr... we manage to sell all of them, YEAH!!

skipped class at 1:30,so was planning to go to the other section but aaron help me hand in attendance and he told me abt the tips for the exam,so didnt go in the end!!hahaha...went back to see if they need help moving the things but they left,so went to take the bus... got home at arnd 5 pm,bathe bcs sticky and ate something...was so sleepy!! check my mails for awhile then went to sleep till 10 pm just now,ahahah...get up do my management which was due ltr at 12!! c'mn..why so busy!!

now gg to study for exam on friday!! :((
so gambate!!

P.s thanx for the celebration and the wishes and the gifts... :DD

...

2008-09-28T23:41:00.000-07:00

Busy busy busy days are over for now...friday management exam 2...wish me luck....
there's expo,children fair,welcome back party,haha...busy week..
today help out with the expo foods,satay again.. :DD got to learn how to marinate it,hahaha.. learn quite a few things these days, em em em...not bad...
tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after the day after tomorrow are classes and classes and classes..
Tuesday plan to have BBQ party,but maybe it's gg to be cold,and i dunno hope everything goes well,dun want to have any expectation, high expectation leads to a big disappointment... when things are going right maybe expecting it to stay the same is a bit too much, so maybe i should think of the opposite way... when some good things happen,it means that something bad is gg to happen soon, can't be having good times all the time, bad times and good times are always crossing each other,so they come one after another continuously..

receive xiangwei's snail mail,was kind of surprise,hhahah,with all the random stuff,hahaha...sending her one when i got the time,by this week for sure.. :DD
back to playing cabal again,.was kind of bored so played for awhile and then find myself keep playing non-stop,ahahaha...so now was kind of getting back into it once again... kills time very fast, can be there playing for hours without noticing the time...
tml is class again,time to sleep...

NITE!! :DD

-tired-dun feel good-

+things isn't gg well as i thought..i dunno..i'm tired and...scared...+

updates...

2008-09-15T01:22:00.000-07:00

it's been long, so many things happen, just finish my management exam 1 and there'll be more exams coming,so i'm sorry if i didnt reply ur testi or msg,i'm so sorry..if i got a time i will reply all at once.. and there's be international oympics cming this week.join badminton and volley,hope can have fun!! :DD

sch have been ok for me now,coping with hw, and really get myself the feeling of studyin...this week is really busy with all the quizes and hw due on the same day!!! so i'm trying to get everything settle..
i think i should be sleeping soon after i reply all ur msges.. :DD

nite here,and early good morning over there (singapore!!) :DD

+things have been changing,really fast change+

Summer trip'o8

2008-08-21T12:50:00.001-07:00

This vacation was the longest and quite fun i can say,towards the end it was kind of relaxing and really nice to just get away from Stillwater!! not saying this place is not good but if u think abt staying in this place for years, u'll try any way to just get away from it even for 1 day!!
-First we went to BOSTON!! ehrm..i dunno how to describe this place, it's like a crowded city area, and the Chinatown is scary and subway are everywhere...haha. Went to walk arnd Boston to see some nice buildings and we went to HARVARD and MIT, didnt have any special feeling for both places,haha. the sch was huge and it was different from OSU of course.went for a boat ride to see whales! we saw it,guess we are lucky huh, i'm nt sure how many are there but it was an experience seeing something u nvr knew u'll get to see.they are huge and some which are still young i think,but there are cute. :DD
then after a 4hrs bus ride........we reached
-NEW YORK!! a more crowded place!!it was really more more more crowded and the people there are more too, and yellow taxis everywhere, is yellow taxis a symbol for new york?! maybe.. Went to empire state,spent most of our days there, queueing up and waiting for night time to arrive to take nice pictures of the city, it was beautiful!! and went to find a place to eat after that. we also went to Macy's where we didnt spend much time, went hard rock, and TIME SQUARE!! it was beautiful at night with the lights on, there was M&M world and Hershey's, where i spent lot's of money at, and i that's when i stop wasting money on unnecessary things, but still i spend a lot during this trip,u just cant help it sometimes. we eat at places like Hard Rock, Dallas BBQ and a Korean restaurant,tried Korean food and it was nice. and spend most of the money on foods!!HAHA. Went to see LIBERTY! took 1/2 hr boat ride or maybe faster to see her,it was nice taking a walk arnd here and it was also not that tiring. then is lunch, we just ate too good during this trip.
then the next stop......
-BUFFALO!! where NIAGARA fall is at, we simply just relax at that place, we usually wake up arnd 8 in the morning so we can leave the hotel at 9 but at buffalo,we just sleep till everybody wake up,and that's like always arnd 2 pm,HAHAHA.went to see the falls and took the boat "Maid Of the Mist",get near the fall and took pictures, we also went near the fall to get a feeling somewhere near the fall, it was cool and really an experience too! and the good thing abt the hotel is it's near the fall, the room was spacious and there was washing machine and dryer,where we wash our clothes,haha. took some night scene of the falls where there are lights shining towards the fall,it was beautiful and then we just went back to our hotels and keep watching the olympics,haha. then it's time to leave the fall.
And the Last stop!!
-WASHINGTON D.C!! this stay was also quite relaxing, wake up late and then went out to eat good asian foods. the shop there closes arnd 7:30 in the evening,so we didnt really stay out late there. the hotel was unique, it was like an olden days hotels,the lift was different it still uses the doors where u have to open and close by urself it's just so beautiful i can say. i think we spent most of our time in our hotels, but we did went out to see the WHITE HOUSE, world war memorial and State capital--> by far,we are tired by the time we get close to the state capitol,so went back to have dinner and back to the hotel watch olympic,haha.we went looking for hard rock too arnd chinatown and after buying stuff we get our dinner and then back to the hotel for olympic agn,hahaha...and the last night of our trip we really had a lot of fun playing card games and doing punishment,it's SO FUN!! That marks the end of our trip!
Had lots of fun getting to know each other i dunno better or worse,haha. it was a different feeling gg on a trip with frends, it just fun. :DD
then it's time to go back to stillwater and worse the next day is when school starts!! AAAHHH!! was tired and really tired, and find that we have not get out of our holiday mood!! so everybody was still so SIAN for sch!
sch was fine for me but still the mood hasnt come yet!!
hope everybody is doing fine for this semester!! :DD
~ciao~

new york!!

2008-08-03T01:28:00.001-07:00

Will be flying to new york tomorrow!! seriouly,i'm not looking forward to it, but i really really hope it's gg to be fun.relaxing and fun..
things happen for a reason, but it seems to me now that the reason are so so so BULLSHIT... i dunno why cant life cut me some slack here, stop making it so hard to live with, uugghh..it's not a really big thing but it still bothers me.. btw i'm not feeling really down, i'm gg new york tmr!!
just hoping things goes well for everybody!!
drove down to the airport 2 days in a row, seriously my eyes are really tired and it's night. so tired...on the day we pick tin2 up was arnd 2 am, and there are fog on the highway,it was so scary,u cant really see wat's infront of u and seriouly it's my first time driving without big bro so kind of scary,drove slower and things wasnt gg well at the beginning,making me more nervous, but we reach there and home safely,so thank god!!
2nd day,wasnt feeling really happy.so ask bro if i can go to the airport to pick indra instead,and suprisingly,he said yes,so went with ana and daphne,she was there doing puzzle so asked her along..it was an experience and it was fun-listening to Wonder Girls-"Tell Me",haha,i really likes driving long journey and listening to music,i hope i can drive a more longer journey,maybe 4 hrs drive to dallas or somewhere further. hope there's one day which i could...

AND!! heard some good news, malcolm and jessie are getting married, i think they are really a cute couple. :DD i hope i can be there for their wedding,though it's been long since we contact but hope they are happy and really blessed!! :DD

it's 3:30 am here, gg to sleeping now...
~chalja~

Trust?!...

2008-07-31T19:56:00.000-07:00

Have the feeling that trust btwn ppl is really important, but i think if u dun give that person a chance how u can know whether u can trust them,let them show wat are they capable of bfr u decide whether to trust them or not...

Have been doing nth for this past few days, just slacking and slacking...was thinking of whether i want to go back and work for 2 days bfr gg off for my NEW YORK trip, cause summath and hariharan saw me at colvin the other day, i lied abt gg out of town for the week and told her i wont be gg to work, but they saw me, but still i forgot to make a call to her, and since tml only 1 day,so decided not to work... i need to work hard next semester.. :((((((((( i'm officially "BROKE" <--Real broke...
gg for a run tml, hope so..hahaha... tintin cming back, so wont be bored bah..:DD but gg off soon,hope she's fine here...
gg to pick her up ltr on...
That's all FOLKS!!
~ciao~

water Rafting!!

2008-07-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

Went water rafting last saturday, it was so fun!! can get a tan too,but still not that tan, bcm darker though,haha..we rafted for like hours.. reach there from stillwater at arnd 9:30 i think, we go at 5 a.m from here,or maybe ltr,waited for people and getting ready..Slept at 3 am that day and woke up at 4:45 am and rush to oma's hs to gather and not all people arrive yet though.
After reaching there,put on some sun block and took a bus to the other end and we started rafting till 4 pm..stop few times to rest though. we had water fight,swimming and catching fish for awhile only,but overall it was fun. :DD hope to do it again next summer,maybe try kayaking next time.. got few blisters from rafting,whenever i take a shower it is so painful!! :(( hope it gets well soon.
Went dallas yst,it was so tiring, was not feeling good but it was fine after some chocolate...we plan to go at 8 am but didnt get up,so went arnd 10 pm,hahha..start our 4 hrs journey to dallas,bro drive so i just enjoy the scenery,hahha,ana was sleeping behind...half way through the journey 'm getting sleepy,luckily ana woke up,so it's my turn,hahhaa...reach there arnd 2:30 and we eat at TOKYO ONE, shushi buffet...i didnt really feel wwwaaa when eating it this time,though i really want to eat shushi, i want to eat SAKAE SHUSHI!!! :(( but had fun time eating with bros..and smth funny happen,hahaha...cant tell u guys...
Then we headed to asian mart-"Qiao Guan" to buy some stuff we cant find in oklahoma,bought till 250+,hahaha...really lots,but it's quite expensive for some stuff... then we started our 4 hrs ride agn back to stillwater, we are out of coins to pass the turnpike,so we went wal-mart to get some change,then started our way back...went around looking for cheap gas station,hahaha..gas is so expensive nowadays!!! after finding one for like 3.69/gallon, we stop and fill the tank up and then continue on our way..bro drove half-way and we change,i drove the other half-way back,drove for like arnd 1 hr 45 mins bfr reaching home,my eyes was so tired especially when it's night time,so tired..
That's all for this weekend...
Will be heading for new york next monday till 16th if august!!2 days bfr sch start!!haha,we really played hard this time, and really broke!! i really need to get a job for this tripssss!! wish me luck!!
~adios~

Dark Knight...

2008-07-19T23:21:00.000-07:00

Dark Knight was a good movie, maybe i'm expecting too much and quite sian,so dun really have the "wwwaaa" feeling, was funny some part and scary!! I didnt think the scar face is scary, i think the joker is even more scarier than that!! gg to have nightmare?!? maybe?!? will sleep no matter wat, so tired today!!
Hw due tml, agn!! last time i have to deal with this mapleta thingy!! 2 questions this time but it's 15 marks each!!! like wat!!! hope i can do it alone, by myself.

Today's garage sales was good, had a lot of fun, it was a long day but it was really fun. :DD they gave out free toys, but didnt get anything,saw a 小丸子 musical box, but it was taken by smn when i was gone.. :(( saw quite few stuffs but still nth... bought photo frame and an angel thingy, was quite satisfying though.. :))

I really quiting this thurs i think after my finals, wont be working anymore, just sux...

Everythings been fine lately,back to the way it used to be, at least that's wat ppl say... am i a kind of person who wat let u all look down and all that, kind of person who gets angry easily, i just dun like the way things work for me, u might think it works for u but to me maybe not... it's gd things are back, but why in this same way/situation which i really dun like once/twice is ok,but everytime, C'MN!!!

gg to sleeeeppppp ppl...nite
chalja chalja

Garage sale!!

2008-07-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

We are having another garage sale tml, and it's held in a church near campus...The church is SO SO SO Big!! they have kitchen with all the things u need: oven, microwave, etc... big kitchen, part of it is almost like taco mayo.. (=.=)'' hope it's gg great!!

First of all: congrats tintin!!! :DD miracle do happens,haha... hope it's cming to me soon!! ~waiting~
didnt go work after that continue sleeping!! was so tired!! i decided to quit!! i really dun feel like working there anymore, the minute i thought that i'm gg to work ltr dampened my mood, and tintin told me smth abt this today and she say it's time to leave.. i agree!! so both of us are in need for job right now, she's leaving pistol pizza and me TACO MAYO!! things was great at first but, something change and i thought it didnt affect me as much but it did in the end and i can say i'm partly blame for it but i dunno, i'm really sorry though making up excuses just to get away from working...Plan to quit next week but for fall semester, gg to tell her ltr on,not now...
I QUIT!!
smth happen that shows me lying it's really hard, sometimes lying just get back at u with the way u never thought it could happen, just felt so annoying and really sux!! so DUN LIE!! and please i dun feel that helping u guys is bad but i prefer communication more that lying, it's going to help more in communicating than having to lie, [If you lie, you have to think about more lies to cover the lies you created, so what's the point of getting more trouble for yourself]
Went to play badminton just now, but didnt get a chance to play with mbak yuyun, so hope to have another chance, she really play really gd...Played something like squash just now with elisa,daphne and jonathan, and i really sux at it, OOOHHH!! can't believe it, so stupid!! But it was fun,learning another sports, but still want to play ice hockey!! it's like a dream for me, i like floor ball and i think ice hockey are cool!! saw the tournament on tv few years back and was really interested in it!! and after watching a drama abt ice hockey it's really more interesting, hope to have a chance! :DD i found the drama so starting to watch it!haha..

now i'm waiting and also waiting for my hair to dry, i wash my hair just now, hvnt bathe! :( just come back from ihop, eat late late dinner and for some of them late lunch cum dinner and supper maybe,hahha. went tp help arrange the stuff for tml, had lots of fun today, really fun...
btw there's a cockroach in my hs!! AAAHHH!! if u guys dunno, i'm really scared of cockroach, they are disgusting and scary, if there are those that can fly, it's not scary is horrifying!!! ughh, but there's smth to thank this cockroach but i cant write it here,hahaha!!! :P

Ok that's for today...thinking abt smth also cant tell u guys,haha... XD
watching drama and after my hair are dry i'll sleep,tml at 7 a.m!! NNNOOO!! i'm gg at 7:30 though,hahaha... XD

~ciao~

Dream..

2008-07-15T20:50:00.000-07:00

"有梦就难免寂寞..." 真的吗？We will feel lonely if we have dream?! so wat does that mean? we shouldnt have dream?! Always think that having hard times in our lifes is really quite important, because if we get through this it means that we have grown up.. But today's situation is too hard to handle when i think the problem does not lies only within me, but also others, i can change but if the others dont change then u cant expect me to just live my life according to how they feel and how they think things should be, I'm not that kind of person...
I think all i can do is wait wait Wait, 等等等。。。

Let's talk abt the concert last friday, it went well, though not much turn up, but heard we earn quite a sum of money from the silent auction...BUT...it was so dissapointing!!when we performed nobody clap!!! was feeling like "AAAWWW.." inside, so sad, i think we performed really well, we sang through out the whole performance when we thought we couldnt cause we'll be out of breath by half-way,but after few training we manage to sing through out the whole performance, though there's some mistakes but we did a good job overall i think!! :DD was planning to go eat 'Qdoba', but after we finish helping it's already 11+,and 'Qdoba' close at 10, so went back home with mbak ika,so tired and "tired"...

Weekend went to an indian restaurant to eat for lunch,bro have been wanting to go since like few weeks back,he keep saying it's nice and he want to go but we didnt eventually,hahha,wait till this saturday we went to eat, it was nice, the food was nice,though not much variety but it was nice, and i ordered a indian tea,that's wat the waiter said, ok i dun like it! they put spices in it making the tea taste mint and spicy,ok really i dun like it and it was not sweet...after adding lots of sugar bro drink it,he said it was ok,maybe he like it.. i really dun like the tea.. X(
went to 'Cao Nguyen', vietnamnese supermarket which seels chinese foods and other stuff, and find there's not much stuff there, they have not restock yet...so quite wasted!! and then went to 'Cafe De Taipei',it was closed!!!X( so went back home...

Today finish my Exam 3, ok i think i will did badly for this,i was first one to leave because i dunno how to do some of the questions and i did it in a way i think it should be,have feeling that it is wrong...so went to ask marlene if i can work earlier, they cut our hrs bcs we have too many people,now i'm working for 2 and 1/2 hrs only everyday, was planning to work in the morning,but now it was ruined!! i cant work in the morning now... finally i was feeling that i want to work real hard this time and guess now, it was ruined...cant even have a chance now... so sian!! :(( everytime was having this feeling to do something and in the end it was ruined before i started!! C'mn!!! was trying to prove myself that i can do it!!! and it was gone just by the time i set my mind! :((

it's 11 p.m now,thinking if i want to do my hw earlier...ehrm...think abt it...

-我没有不喜欢你，只是有一点不高心。你们好像没有想到我的感受，没有想我是这么想的。好像我这么想对你来说不重要。我需要时间再变回去以前的我。。。-

Tari Saman tomorrow!!

2008-07-11T00:01:00.001-07:00

will be performing tari saman tomorrow...i dunno have feeling that not much will come,then after hearing wat happen today,maybe it's true...but serioudly hope people will come to enjoy these 1 &1/2 hrs of performance,$8/$10 per ticket,i think it's really worthwhile to enjoy the performance,maybe u shld have pay more for it!! just hope all went smoothly and GREAT!!! :D

just finish my hw,ok it sux!!! i cant guarantee an 'A' this time...actually nvr once!! haiz...just hope it can be over and i dun have to study anymore... just sux!! but exam was good,i was shocked by the marks i get,the teacher is really linient here, i thought i would get 20 less marks then wat i get...but it was good it was good...

so tired...played with dungyi just now...he is so cute, he can do 'hand' now,so so cute...but still he become more and more hyper.. he keep jumping around now,woori say bcs he get bully everytime,they make him jump,hahaha...so he used to jumping now... he wont get tired!! played for almost an hr and still he didnt sleep... but maybe he is sleeping now,nobody is playing with him now..

now going to sleep after emailing people bah,been dragging it till now...
that's all for today,just feel like writting!!!

~I'm tired!!~

非常累

2008-07-06T15:10:00.000-07:00

我真得不懂。。。我真得很累了。。。
真的好累。。。
I dunno why cant just things be simple...
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Fireworks...

2008-07-04T22:01:00.000-07:00

Just got back from boomer lake for the fun raising event, and today is american's independent day, so there's a fireworks display.. it was nice, yeah like the other fireworks but everytime is just still so beautiful maybe the atmosphere and the people you are with bah,maybe...

Today's fundraising, i really dunno how is it, but can consider good bah..we selling bottle water for $2 dollar each,though really sounds expensive but it is for donation and people are buying because maybe they dun have a choice or really want to donate bah.. we didnt sell a lot i could say, there's so many left over... walked around part of boomer lake to give out flyers and selling water, carying the cooler box around, it was so tiring... but for good cause and agree to help so, it's a good thing...

Last few days have been training for our performance on July 11th-"Eyes On Me" concert, it was fun and so so so painful...muslce pain and bruises for some...but we are done with almost every move but just how we are suppose to make it work with the others is the problem... but we still have few days to go and i think we can make it just going to be really tired, and we still have non-english/indonesian language lyrics to learn,haha...quite funny though the song but still it's going to look nice if we do it altogether... :DD

Been really tired this few days, having exam 2 on mon, i am really scared this time, i think if i can just get a 'B', i'm really happy but is still want to get 'A', i dun want to dissapoint... Maybe i'm really going to try really hard!! 加油!!

going to bathe and sleep le...tml practice at 12:30..
nite everybody!!!
~chalja~

P.s.xiangwei i didnt italic my words this time,haha...

~我想念以前的我,虽然不是很满足,但是至少没有现在那么不快了.现在觉得真得很不快乐,不管做什么都好像会令很多人不开心..虽然会觉得为什么每个人都会这么想..难道我不能做我要做的事吗?? 就不能不要这么危难人家吗? 可是我还是觉得如果时间能回到过去,好希望能回到你们认为是以前的我~
+大家都会说我变了,但是我变不是好事吗?+

Fund raising...

2008-06-29T20:05:00.000-07:00

http://www.orgs.okstate.edu/iosa/rina.html

Go take a look and help out, she's indonesian and needed money for bone marrow transplant...she's one of the indonesian student in my sch..

We have been having events to raise the money for her, Yst was garage sale, we can say everything didnt went good at first, it was raining like in 4 different occasions, we open and close the things with plastic everytime it rain...can see that everybody is so tired and really hoping the weather gets better... But we sold quite few stuff, it's better than nth...oma was so angry in a funny way abt the price we sold in,hahaha...seriously the price it's quite low for some stuff, but it's for fund raising and it's garage sale, so it's ok... :DD
There's a concert coming up-"Eyes On Me", indonesian,malaysian,indian associations and regina-pianist will be performing, indonesian will be performing Tari Saman, i'm really excited abt it,bcs it's really cool...will post the video up for u guys who is looking,hahaha... but it's really fun too learn i guess, hope it goes well... :DD
July 4th is america independence day, we have an event on that day too... we'll be selling SATAYS!!! and other foods,cookies and cold drinks, it's summer...wat u can ask for more than cold drinks,hahaha... So just really hoping everything went well and hope we can raise the money in time.. :DD

Abt mua now....

THANK YOU XIANGWEI!!! :DD I LOVE IT!!! thanx thanx... :DD
she really bought one of every flavour FRUIT PLUS!!! i really miss this sweet, we dun have it here,hahaha... and the shirt, it's really nice i could say.. is different from wat we had last time, this looks much more nicer...AAAwww, why we can enjoy it last time, but thanx dumber for getting me this shirt!! :)) and the famous amos,hahaha...really thank you.. :DD Hope u are reading this!! The things reach to my hand safely!! :DD

~hope tml can be better...~

cousins

2008-06-19T12:24:00.000-07:00

:DD Cousins in Okla...
:DD
Have we change??

Just want to show u all my cousins,hahaha!! :DD

Updates...

2008-06-19T11:19:00.000-07:00

It's been weeks since i last update...haha...ok how's my life?? some changes but still not good enough..i wonder if anybody thinks her/his life is already good enough and never wanted anything more than that?? are there people who knows when to stop when it is enough or will they want more and more and find that the more they get the more they will think is getting boring... And when u know when to stop wanting more?!? guess that's what's life about, knowing wat u want in the right amount without having to give up anything... I always believe if u choose 1 thing u have to give up 1 thing, and it sux when the things u choose ending up giving up on u...and u have nth left...just have to cling onto the things u choose no matter how hard it gets...

Done with cal 1 exam 1, done better than i thought, but a 'B', the highest in my class is full marks, and 2nd-99, 3rd-97!! so so so clever... need to study harder, but is the first time i have maths exam with questions that ask for the definition and it's worth more that 15 points i think...i didnt study definition that hard i thought will only came out 2 question at most, but there's 3/4 question i think with 2 of them worth 4 pts each.. =.="' so i have to study defintion too next time.. Hope i can get an 'A' for thi subject,if not i really really will feel so so so down down down...study hard!!

Dumber have been asking wat i want from singapore,hahha...seriously dumber, i really cant think of any and really sorry..give me some more time...and i have not been contacting her, so sorry again...will be online to talk to u soon... tonight maybe.. :DD

http://www.orgs.okstate.edu/iosa/rina.html

People and everybody, please go to this website and help out as much as u can..please...one of the student in my school need money for her transplant and the doctors wont operate her unless they got at least half of the expenses and they have to show that they will receive another half of the expenses...she needs to raise USD$18o,ooo within 4 weeks and the first week is almost over, really needed help this time..i know is looks kind of impossible but there's always a chance, she's really need help...she's indonesian btw and she's just 21 yrs old..saw her mum and her the other day, seriously her mother looks really tired and rina,the girl's name, she's coughing too, read her blog and it's really very sad... Please take a look at least.. :) They have a group on facebook for her too, our sch set it up for her, if u can join and give her ur support and show her some care, it's really nice...:DD thanx a lot...

Why can't we have more time in some of the things we do that will make a huge different?!

I need more time in my life too, bcs life's too short...

+i did smth wrong to get back at someone and i'm really feeling not that good and hope things can be done again and show that i dun mean to do that...+
+i dunno how u think about this, i dunno last time and still i dunno abt it...I'm confuse and sometimes tired...(if it'll make a difference then dun make it known to me, i find it good this way)+

Summer days...

2008-06-03T21:01:00.000-07:00

SUMMER IS HERE!!

The weather has been hot and hot and hot, but at least the wind that's blowing is still not that hot...but the sun is like so hot!! Cant stand the heat!! but our apartment air-corn is 24hrs open!!Warkaka...so for the whole summer being at home is the best thing u can do,execpt going to classes,actually walking to the class, in the class ok at least not that hot...

Business law grade is out for days now, and it sux real bad,not planning to retaking it..so there goes my grade...ok...that's for the worse part...
Good part?! seems like it...taking calculus 1, ok i think if really have interest in that class really wont feel sleepy or feel like the time is going so slow..time really flies when i'm in the class...today he taught abt velocity which is already taught in secondary sch, and he draw cat to illustrate on how to find the average velocity,hahah...cute cute...he teaches quite well for the time being, very detailed... i dunno abt this class,hope to get good marks for once?! just work hard bah!! :DD

And i'm back working in taco mayo now...no other place to work at, that's wat i think and since she still let me work, why not...so decided to work, but i can only work for at most 23hrs at most?! haiz...but i really need the money...felt so bad after spending so much...and there's so many places that's waiting for me to go and have fun at...really want to be able to go and have fun without any worries... hope i can persevere for this 2 months... Jia you too bah!!

watch "The day after tommorrow" just now at oma's hs,nice movie..havent watch it yet though i really want to watch it when it came out which is like years ago!!HAHA!! there's still a lot of movie that i would like to watch but really dun have the mood and the feeling bah...maybe when i have the chance will watch all at once!! XD

Ok..2nd day of my busy lifestyle starts tml..hope i can wake up... :))
Nite!!!

+I think i change too, but i also dunno why this sudden change...been trying to really get myself back but do you think anyone who change [i dunno in this case is bad/good] get themselves back?? I'm trying...+

Soccer final!!

2008-05-21T22:08:00.001-07:00

Chelsea lost...not a supporter of chelsea but i dunno why support chelsea this time...so exciting when watching but they lost, 2 times the ball hit the goal post and the 5th penalty shot was soooooo unexpected!!! haiz...maybe like what they said[...]

My 2nd day nt going to class...haiz...today there's take home quiz...haiz...try tomorrow whether i can get a copy,if not i'll just really print 1 sheet and hand in...:( i really cant get up, get up to early so went back to sleep and in the end too late,might as well don't go...haiz...i dun want to get another grade of that kind but i'm not working hard...haiz....save me anybody...maybe i got too distracted!!haiz...

now i'm going to sleep and tomorrow go to class!!!! Jia you!!!

Nite!!!

+maybe it's time to stop "day-dreaming"+

Updates...

2008-05-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

Sorry have not been blogging,first of all because they block my internet port..bcs we used rooter and only our apartment get caught,like why only ours...they block my internet till these few days they unblock me...they say i got virus on my com and block my internet port,when my brother had reformat his com mine is still dead... but seriously speaking is also good to get away from the computer once in awhile,though you'll be bored but can make our eyes rest for a little while...

OK what have been gg on..
Thanx for those who comfort me,didnt have time to reply u guys...so sorry once again...reply by today hopefully....
Summer class has been going on for a week now,and it's getting more and more boring...Taking business law,3hr everyday, 8:30-11:30, till may 30th,first day was so boring and we all [6 of us taking the same class:Tin tin, roni, viking, san, aaron and me] agree to that, second day we started to fall asleep,3rd day really sleep for the whole class session...and 4th start studying for exam... Though it's a short course but the work load is really heavy, we have exams every friday and it's based on the chapters he teach for the week...my first exam,haiz...i really dun want to get the same grade for every subjects i took...really got to study hard and pull my socks...
Was planning to work this summer and i only work for 2 days since the summer break started,hahaha...i really got to work to cover my expenses...plan to work as much as i can after the business law class ended... Warkakaka...

For some who msg me,i know drinking is bad but smtms it's just the fun and smtms i just want to know how much i can drink...hahahha...but smtms i drink it's just to get smth of my heavy heavy feeling...but afterall i really didnt drink a lot now,that day was ok too but i just vomitted any way... but now i'm fine... :DD thanx guys...

AND finally took my driving exam today,and is really lucky for me to get a good examiner, not that strict... NOW I GOT MY LICENSE!!!:DD next thing i wanna do is drive on highway...trying to get my chance...let's see when...:DD seriouly when i was doing the paperwork my heart felt like bursting,i was so scared...maybe bcs i failed for my first written exam,so i got some kind of trauma,hahaha!! but now it's over...:DD

hope she sees this part...PEI CHING[laopo]!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!! Really sorry to wait so long for it...:(( dui bu qi... 18th,hope you get mature, though u know u got a childish laogong but hope u can be mature so can teach ur laogong how to be mature... :P Hope to chat with you,write testi to you soon... :DD

MEI XIAN....playing cabal?!? XD i played till half-way and finals are there and then internet is down and so i stopped playing...hahaha...things have been going well for me now,thanx NU ER!!! really hope i can reply ur so testis as soon as possible...:DD hope to talk to u soon arr...be a good girl ah, papa now doing ok le... :DD Chat soon okay?!? :DD dun sleep too late!!!

AND XIANG WEI!!DUMBER!!! really sorry not to get in contact with you for these few days,will reply emails and read blogs and ur msg as much as i can today as i told u..XD Hope you are doing fine there and start listening in class!!!haha!! And i wont miss my bus anymore!!!:DD Really sorry for not replying you and really miss those times...hope to be back as soon as i can....

And CHERYL HEE!!!beloved BF!!!:DD hahaha...I miss you too first of all...and i also hope to see you too...maybe by the time i go back u took off ur braces.. :DD Hope things are going well for you and will read ur blog as soon as i have the time and dun be late for sch,hahaha!!

i think that's all for now,maybe i'll start posting little by little,right xiang wei?! XDD

I think i shall get started replying my msg,and read blogs...Nite everybody... :DD

Chalja chalja chalja....

have to wake up early tml too,i shall really do things fast...:DD

What had been really gg on!!

2008-05-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

Ok first of all...may 2nd semester had ended!! WoOhOo...this semester really go past real quick,still didnt have time to think properly about this semester...And check my grades just now...sucks totally...cant believe my marks,maybe u think i didnt try hard,maybe i didnt but i tried bringing myself back and work really hard for finals,maybe u think it's no use,but there was a chance and i think i really take this chance and give it my all...and getting this kind of marks,i really dunno what to say...maybe i should really work my ass off next semester...

Grad nite yst...a lot of frends graduated,just got to know them better this semester and they are leaving felt sad though not so close but i really had fun with them...hope we can meet again sometime...:DD tired getting things done in few hours but i think it's quite a success..:DD it went really well and i could say it's not as boring as i thought it would get...had fun yst,taking pics,playing around,having good foods...yum yum yum...went drinking after that,went to frend frend's hs,dun really know her personally,didnt drink too much yst,lots of things happen..and i think it happen everytime,haha..but wat can i say,experience?! XD slept at 5:30 yst,ugh..first time here...maybe more to come,hahah...

been thinking a lot lately...i think i dunno most people are just not taking my words seriously and it just makes me really felt like shit...i dunno how they feel but wat if they told u this things and u really take time to think about what you are going to do,but in the end they dun really matter if you do that or not...i dunno,maybe i'm over-reacting or maybe because i take other people words too seriously..so should i bcm like them not taking other ppl words seriously,i really have no idea...
Been feeling down lately and bcs of the marks i'm more depress,felt like hiding from them about my marks but how should i so that?? i really dunno what i'm going to do...help help help me...thought abt smth that i dunno if i'm suppose to be doing it...haiz...maybe it can help me...

+If i do the things i've done later/earlier, will the outcome be different??+

好累好累好累！！！

chalja chalja,晚安！！

Rainy days..

2008-04-10T00:28:00.000-07:00

been raining and raining...was thinking today weather is going to be good but...haiz...wat abt sat..bbq plan!!haiz..hope the weather is good on that day,if only that day also can...haha..
wat's been going on recently:
-last friday work to cover my hours..first of all working on friday is really damn boring,i think i wont work on friday again unless really need to..haiz...marlene ask me to do outside,but still so boring and sian...if you know how some ppl working attitude there,shall keep it in my heart...i scared it leaks out,hahah,but i think most ppl(working in taco mayo)know who am i talking about..went to play badminton and went to eat braum's and then went to seng yiu's hs to celebrate his birthday and is the first time i drank so much and vomit...i dunno why i vomit,but just couldnt get to sleep,very 'xin ku',so vomit,and daphne help me at first and next is nen nen,i cant vomit so he say force using hand,hahaha...felt much better after 3 time vomitting,but still the next day quite bad also,not feeling really well...after waking up promise bro go okc,so rest for awhile and went to okc...went to eat and receive a phone call that they dun have enough ppl to play for the international world cup i think,so decided to head back to stillwater to play soccer...went home and bathe,bathe bathe and feel much better and went to watch..was not that interesting but fun to watch.:D after watching help carmen her project,was fun but she's more 'xin ku' when she do it alone,shall go see her if i can.hahah...can say we stay the whole day there helping her,not much though...just stay there and see her bah i should say...at night played majhong until i win(they make me win..)haha or eveyrbody wont get to sleep...so after i 'won',went to daphne hs,played a little while of o2jam and slept!
-sunday-same thing,went to watch soccer match,sunday's match is much more better than saturday..accident happen too,someone bone crack a bit bah while playing against us:we played for malaysia,indonesia do not have enough ppl to form a group bah..haha...and it's my unlucky day too..shall not say..after that incident i found that i'm really not good at handling my emotion..cried but still i hate it!!why do i have to cry!!seems so weak in the others eyes!!
after finish went new china and eat...
went to oma's hs and sleep for these few days..talked for quite long and get up in the morning to go class and work as usual... :Dbut today,we both get up late,i cant hear the alarm,i really cant hear if i'm sleepy..XD so woke up at 7:50 which is already late,so decided to skip,wont get to see my exam paper and get to sleep more,so it's okay!!:DD after wake up oma going to school and i'm going home,so go take bus with her,i only take for 2 stops,ahaha...and guess wat we rush for the bus,OH!! it's good for ur health to have exercise in the morning,hahah...after reach home,bathe and cook smth to eat...class was BORING as usual!! today sandals got stuck in the mud while walking back home..
bought hamster!!!WoOhOo!!i hope they can get more lively!!now they still seems so scared!!haiz..one ran under the oven and we have to brush him out,hahaha...but still he's safe!!:DD so cute!!hope can produce more...:DD viking wanted turtle,but they only have turtle which is medium size,no small turtle..so he didnt buy..but we plan to give him hamster when they reproduce :DDhaha..
guess wat!!i fell down the stairs and now my butt is hurting!!and got my hand too..wat a bad day!!haiz..
+people say i'm not like myself anymore,not the usual me,maybe because i'm growing up?! really?? if i know growing up is this bad,i rather stay but staying is also not so good for me..I tried to be myself again,but see the things that's happening to me..can i??+

-pain and tired!!-

P.s.cooking chicken rice this friday,hope it's good..HAHAHA!!4th time!!

Tari Piriang

2008-03-31T22:57:00.000-07:00

Dancer:Olive,wanda,diana,jessica,me,ana,indra,farrell and wira...:DD

Spring break and Culture night...

2008-03-31T22:31:00.000-07:00

Though spring break had been over for a week now,i've not posted anything. been rushing all the homework and exams...hope i can get over this last 5 weeks successfully...another 5 weeks and it's the end of my 2nd semester and my marks is still as bad as it can get...Planning to take my time and not rush and get all the bad marks for my studies...And there's no point completing my studies fast also...so plan to take my time but not for too long too...studying can be so so so tocturing...Acct exam this thurs..jia you lah!!:DD
Ok about spring break, went to dallas,TX..headed to dallas from stillwater at 5 am in the morning and reach there arnd 10 and went to six flags-Over texas!!WoOhOo!!had lots of fun, and very high moment too,hahhaa...tired roller coaster again after florida-disneyland...try to overcome this fear,but...still scary!!but had fun...:DD stayed at six flags till 6-7 pm,and head to hotel to take a rest and bathe...after that went to have dinner with the rest:oma,carmen,daphne,san n waipeng,and the rest of us:my brothers,tin2,roni n chiow peng...after eating went back to hotel and sleep..the second day headed to have sushi buffet at Tokyo one,the place is very nice and food taste good,will go there again sometimes...:DD after eating head to Allen outlet!!SHOPPING!!!bought bag,shoes,caps n shirts...bought more than the one at san marcos..hahaha...after shopping till 5, went to asian mart which is really big and there's so many things to buy,bought till $170++ and there's still a lot that we havent eat yet,hahhaa...wont starve to death even if we dun go buy anything to eat...after buying all the things headed to have dinner and headed back home to stillwater!!4 hrs driving,the time does not seem so boring bcs we keep playing on highway,so the time was fully used i can say!!HAHHAHA!!LET"S HAVE ANOTHER ROAD TRIP!! to be honest that's the only thing i like about being in US,u can travel by car and with frends...so this thing keep me from the bad thinking i have about here..:))
Culture night!!INDONESIAN WON THE BEST PERFORMANCE FOR SMALL GROUP!!WoOhOo!!our hard work are finally paid off but there's part of it which is the BBQ that wira mention and mbak ika owe us!!HAHAHA!! Though is hard practicing but there's actually more fun i can say then the hard work...there are lots of fun practicing,having fun,dancing together as a group, knowing each other better i guess, and having fun back-stage before going up the stage to face the audiences!! i really had lots of fun, and hope we can all get together again sometime just to hang around and have fun..:DD had fun with the others too,though there have been unpleasant moment with orang kapal,which i think still remains no matter what,but we had fun and that's all we can say!!:DD The other performances are very nice too...had a fun time looking at performances...:DD will post the video after this..hope you guys enjoy it,though i find it funny..XDD But seriously,to me last year performace are so nice and really cool i will say,will post too..let u see the indonesian at stillwater!!:DD
Lately have not been attending class,today decided to went to class but guess wat,i should have not go to class...some things just wont go that well when you wanted them..hope i can survive this last few weeks moment of my 2nd semester!!
i'm gg to sleep now,work work work tml!!Hope can get off for thurs too!!thurs exam exam exam!!jia you jia you jia you!!!~gambate~
that's for now..
gd nite!!! Chalja!! :DD

15.03.08

2008-03-17T00:46:00.000-07:00

STATE CAPITOL

UpDaTeSss...

2008-03-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

HALO HALO!!! It's been so long since i have blog...y? LAZY of course..XD also not in the mood, so...now i got..:))
About last few weeks,exams and assigments...econ n statistic exam...statistic i think no hope, but econ..:DD i got 46/50!!WoOhOo!! and gade curve 5 points!!double WoOhOo!! but i failed for 1st exam so..i dunno whether can get an 'A' for this subject...let's see about it...Statistic i found that cant really depend on the cheat sheet much,if u dunno how the questions is gg to look like,it's no use having a cheat sheet...i dunno how to do 1 whole page,bcs i dunno which rule to use... i should have study for this too...but 2 exams on same day and having one exam which is more important than the other one and that the other one can bring cheat sheet, i choose econ...and statistic..haiz..so sry... and for assigment i didnt do my acct again the third time!!! and today worse i found i havent pay my bursar!!!my brain is getting so worse these days.. =.=
IT'S SPRING BREAK!!!! and our plan is such a mess...:(( cant really spend much time though...was planning to go dallas arnd mon,but bcs of reheasals and weather,it may rain on mon n tues at dallas so cant go six flags,but also waste money for hotel so decided to go on wed straight to six flags and on thurs go shopping and maybe head back home...how pathetic can the rest of the spring break gets...so boring...
Yst first day of spring break...we went to oklahoma state capitol,at OKC,abt an hour drive from stillwater,with roni,tin2 and ana...state capito; was nicer than what i expect,HAHA..there's aa lot of cool stuff in there too..worth going...:DD after that went window shopping for a while,no money so only look2...XD saw joanna and her frend...we head to cheesecake factory after that,must wait 20 mins to get seat so decided to take away and eat it in the car!! XD and it was not as nice as i thought,maybe choose wrong one bah,or just not in the mood...XD went downtown after that and we almost get lost,hahhaha...following a group of people during game day wasnt a good thing to do,HAHA...saw the map and make our way to the area we gg..but but but, there was no people and the shops are not all open till arnd 9 pm.. =.=but we saw a shop,somekind like haunted mansion but smaller version and kind of not really attractive,i think if u really go for this ride is when u r with a group of ppl feeling bored with nth to do...i'm afraid lah,and almost all the ride i was holding my bro and not looking..HAHAHAHA...and there was only few scary things abt the ride bah,the others are okay...i think...HAHAHA
today played basketball..i think i dun really have any team work,need to play more with ppl then can improve bah..haiz..help me...today also hurt joanna's leg..=.= so suay...haiz...maybe next time bah...after playing went to play badminton for awhile then went to dance practice,really fun practicing though sometimes it seems to be tiring but when we all are getting the result and it really nice and well done,it's really like ur hard work are being paid of and it was fun hanging out with these people...:DD there are a bunch of funny people..haha...:DD
went to eat PANDA, my favourite chinese food here bah...:DD chicken curry rice...:DD
after that went to wal-mart buy some things and headed back home rest and went to edmond-45 mins drive from stilly...in edmond there is Cafe De Taipei...taiwanese small shop which sells taiwanese foods and bubble tea,we went there almost every friday,HAHAHA...BUT today when we reach there IT'S CLOSED!!! like AAAAHHHH,,,we go ther for it and it's close,what are we suppose to do!!sun-wed only open till10 pm...=.= so we went arnd looking for a place to eat,but nth was there,hahhaa..so went 7eleven instead!!HAHAHA..went so far for 7eleven,but saw skittles that ana was finding so hard so bought it and i think the cashier was looking at me as a weird lady buying so much candy!! and he say:"you must really like this flavour candy." i dunno wat to say i just smile back,HAHAHHA...so after that headed home...
now tired...been waking up early these days to talk to dad,but found after so long didnt talk i dun have anything to talk about,and it's kind of so weird,must call back often to keep up with my dad...remind me bah...
now i'm going to sleep..really tired..
~chalja~ <--means good nite in korea..:DD ~good nite~
+help me out of this(expecting too much out of everything)+

-.-

2008-03-04T22:54:00.000-08:00

Thanx for the care...i'm okay now,appreciate it very much... :DD it makes me feel i'm not invisible...thanx guys... :DD
Have not been writting these few weeks...ehrm...lazy?! YES!! keep doing nth when there are tons of things waiting for me to do... i'm so scared for my exam next week,though only 1 but still i'm so scared to get 'F' agn...:(( Hope can really get try all i can, at least wont feel bad...haizz...who knows how the questions are going to be...hope it is good...
Last week was down with flu and sore throat, marlene gave me off for 1 day, really very surprise but really thankful for her..she's really nice.. today work she also ask me to get rest..really very thankful... :)) Today work went quite well,time was fast today...it's faster than the usual time...ehrm...time really past by very fast when u want smtms...but when u dun they still went very fast,so have to choose between fast & slow,u just cant have both happening every once in awhile...to me I CHOOSE SLOW.. though when u r having a hard time is really going to be maybe 10X harder,but when u r having a good time, u know it's going to last longer,so why not let the time be slower... :DD What abt you???
Went to see advisor for clearance, it's a different advisor,say the same thing,clep as fast as possible... XD i dunno wat to do...hahah..wanted to clep but dun have the confident to and have not study too...so maybe after spring break bah.. :)) and 1 more thing, I'M CHANGING MY MAJOR AGAIN!!! haiz...i'm really dunno what to do now...cant handle all this things happening again and again... :(( Hope i can find a major i can cope with..i got till fall semester to decide.. =.=
One more thing,my hair is long now!! it's not as bad as i imagine! XDD i imagine myself looking weird with long hair!HAHAHA!!it's not so bad,but it's not that good too...summer cming and wat am i suppose to do,cut my hair without having any expectation that it'll look nice or just keep it long and maybe going this summer with hotness!! Ehrmm...how how how...show you guys picture when i taken one... :DD
I WANT TO BUY CAR!!!but first i need to have a dream car...i want one so i can drive arnd,and not worrying it's not mine!!but but but...i hvnt got my license yet..when when when will it be... TELL ME!!! when will that be... :((
Got to go sleep, i want to get up and eat breakfast tmr!!!XDD
Nite everyone...chalja
~will it be better off this way? not having any expectations of everything?~
~I'm a selfish person if you ever realise~

:(((

2008-02-23T21:42:00.000-08:00

No one understand...It's just so amazing when all of you think like that...make it seems to me that i am not that good...
Now i know...
No matter how much things i said or do, it just seems that they done really care, they only care about the other...How sux can my life get?

:((

2008-02-19T20:08:00.000-08:00

Today is not a gd day,was late again,i also dun want to be late,but the lazyness just keep cming...
Work sux today,haiz...everything just happen in the wrong time...haiz...should i quit and accept other job, cut my hours, dun work and study? why do we have to think about so many things,why cant life be just simple and understand-able...
Didnt forget to do my statistic hw today but i dunno how to do it anyway, might as well forget to do rite...why cant i just have a brain that can understand all the things so i dun have to be so 'xin ku' in trying to understand it and dun have to force them into me and let them just came into my head to let me understand...it's all a big why...
Heard some bad news about my major...cant go back work in sing if i get my degree here...=.=''' What am i suppose to do? stay here for the rest of my life,give up gg back there? study somewhere else? change major into smth i dun like,no interest in,dun have any interest anyway? What now??
~Everything just can't be right...No matter how i try, i fell even deeper and harder whenever i push myself up...~
LIFE SUX!!

=.=

2008-02-18T23:57:00.000-08:00

Got over with my exams...didnt study for msis much,and i can see that i didnt study,all the questions came out from the slides but i dunno...everybody was doing it so fast and 1 by 1 they left... :(( done with mine and left,dun wanna think abt it...just sian... Today in class teacher was planning to use clicker,and i didnt bring mine...for so many classes i brought she didnt even asked once and today she wanted it! =.= i thought my attendance points are gone but she didnt know how to operate it so she didnt mark attendance...
Got back my account exam 1,got 85-B...4 marks careless, and arnd 4 marks didnt study well...Haiz...sian sian sian... i dunno what to do le...
Today english class,haiz...boring...got B for my diagnostic essay 1...HAIZ...really got to go by what she wants...HAIZ...Boring...
Yst found that 6 marks from my statistic exam long-time ago was marks wrong,i dunno if i can still get back the points...haiz...sian...i dunno y i have to wait so long...HAIZ...
Celebrated tin2's 21st burfday just now,she took 1,1/2 shot!WOah!!her face was really red in the end,roni's face was red too,oma's face was red too and she seems to be 'mabuk'...aaron drank half shot too,but he left after eating the cake...roni bake a cake for tin2 and everybody dun believe...but u can see that the cake look like it cant be bought outside,haha...so it's made by himself...ate the cake,take pictures,hang-around and went home,some have quizes tml...Hope she had an enjoyable nite. :DD
Tml working agn...haiz...just hope everything is fine...that's all i can hope for...
Chalja...
+我完蛋了...+

Hope it gets BETTER!!!

2008-02-10T22:43:00.001-08:00

back to writting agn..been days...my feeling still the same,hoping it gets better...
have not been really studying lately,just want to have fun...had fun,was fun... :DD Thanx a lot...Didnt work out these days,tired and SIAN!! It's gg to be really busy next week, Accouting exam 1-i really want to get good marks for this!!! MSIS exam, no clue on what to study,haiz...dun get the SAM test,it's just about everything i dunno...tried to do as mush as i can today,but find that i cant and i wouldnt want it,cause it's all about things i dunno..and the due is still so far away...just give me knowledge on this...really fed up!!
last friday was not so bad,smth happen and i dun know if it's gd or bad?! I need an answer to all of this!! i hope i can get an answer that answer all my doubt and feelings...Someone help me...please...
~Hope tomorrow is a good beginning for the whole week!~
-I try writting all in here,but i realise...i cant...*sobs*...i just need someone who really care!~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2008-02-06T22:20:00.000-08:00

:D :D :D finally it's chinese new year!!!Hope everything is going to be great and the year ahead will be great too!! hope it's going great for everybody!!:))
chinese new year's eve is nt that great for me...but is okay we must look on the bright side of life~ ok let's see what happen to me...
first-late for class, went home overslept,so was gg to be late for eng class,but...before i broad the bus,i slip and fall in front of the bus!!got mud on my pants,and one of my slippers was under the bus!somebody help me get it out and i didnt broad the bus...went up to my apartment and guess wat, i didnt bring key cause i thought i wont need it...so stay there for 15 mins till tin2 came home,and went her house to stay warm...stay till 1 and decided to go for econ class where the 2nd thing happen...
I fail my econ exam 1..............so..............but there's always always another way out...got 5 points for attendance today,so was ok...for the attendance if the number of people in the room is not = to the attendance sheet she wont give points for attendance,so strict!! went home after that feeling...went for msis class after that,so so only...
At night went to Thai Cafe and eat,though there's 12 of us but we didnt really interact with the others,hahaha,sat different table.,so...ordered and they got me the wrong thing,so ok that's 3rd...after awhile mine came,and i was eating so slow...so they wait for me,and was ok,called home and talk to dad,mum,5-chim and kuku...for the other maybe tml bah...went to library after that,i dunno wat happen today i'm unable to keep the speed limit and when pressing the gas is either too much or too slow...Cm'n what a night!!cleaned the room n house!!:D
tml working i dunno how,cant handle knife and sisscors,and sharp thing..erhm...we shall see about that...cant wash hair tomorrow after working!!!UUGGHHHH!!!maybe bathe at 12 am,hahaha...XD
Been going to the library for the past few days,not really studying but hang-out with the others,hahahha!!played cs at the library,joke around,guessing riddle,and talked,hahaha...but hope we can really do well for our exams,it's exam time for the rest of next week bah if i'm not wrong...~jia you jia you jia you~
must not be moody!! It's chinese new year!!!
~chalja~
+things got better and i'm really glad,but bad things won't stop c'ming! Is it testing my patience or just simply torturing me...+

Busy Days...

2008-02-02T23:11:00.000-08:00

Statistic exam is over!!it's all the same format as the past year papers... glad that i practices...:DD Econ exam is on mon!! *gasps* hope i can do well..~study study study!~
These days doesnt really feel the same,i dunno,ppl changes easily but i dunno why...
have been gg to library these few days,was suppose to study but sometimes just get distracted...hahaha...
IT WAS SNOWING on thursday!!!so cool,woke up and it was snowing!!WoOhOo!!wore 2 jacket to sch and shoes!!hahaha!! that day only work,so didnt go out so much,till close...went to book a room at the library for studying,still remember last year we booked a room and have a 'karaoke session' inside,HAHAHAH!!!very funny...after booking went to business building to do my pre-test exam for MSIS, test 2 was so hard!!!:(( after doing meet up with the others and i end up playing CS,hahaha,and listening to music...XD
+why is it so hard to make thing changes for the better? They always end up worse...+
~ why why why~ -FEELING LIKE SHIT THESE DAYS!!!-

...

2008-01-26T22:06:00.000-08:00

On thurs went to take written exam for permit,only i fail,was kind of sux lah...things always dun turn out the way u thought they will...after taking the exam went to work...so sux lah...but that day was okay because the time was really going fast...i thought they only go fast when you are having fun...work work work...saw oma's msg,felt better...also wat the others tell me abt failing first exam is okay but if only u out of the others that fail is really sux,i know is fine but still u sux!!work work work,daphne came and then oma came,made smth to eat for both of them bcs manager wasnt there,haha...they eat and me continue working working working...and after few boring moment,it's time to close...pack pack pack...bro come to pick me up and went home bathe,eat,then do hw and then read the old file and then went to sleep...with a happy mood!!!:D
It's friday,keep thinking abt it and i was late... but was fine i guess,hahaha,he was explaining abt the hw and so 'was not late'...today 2nd quiz,the question was wat he had thought a second ago,hahha,i admit i still need to think abt it,AHAHAHA,but it was okay i think i get it right,maybe... XD then after class went home for the first time i didnt slp,hahha,read the old file and watch conan and eat,was so hungry...then after smtms went sch for eng,it was okay i didnt know must bring textbook so didnt bring mine so share it with smn,then go on go on go on...nt as fun as ENGL COMPII! then it's statistic class,was falling asleep but exam cming...so cant afford to do so..hahaha..listen listen and then went straight to econ class,saw JP on the way,talked and found that joanna is back in stilly,and they were planning to go karaoke,HAHAHA,so think abt it..went to econ class and aaron didnt cm to class agn,hahaha...so it's chapter 3 already..test on feb4..still 1 more week...after class ended san said she have headache bcs she thinks very hard,hhahahaha...she went library and i went taco mayo find marlene,on the way saw saori,so chatted...marlene was nt there so called her and told her got to leave early on tues,then went home,study with ana a bit and went to take exam 2nd time...I PASSED!!WoOhOo!!YES!!!was planning to do the card straight away but it closes at 4 so we cant make it on time so went home prepare and went to have a "date" with oma!!HAHAHA,she didnt want to tell me where she's bringing me,so followed her but bfr that bro had already guess where is it,so but it was still nice.. :DD oma brought me to eat ice-cream!!~very nice~she treat me.thanx oma!!eat eat eat and talked...it was nice talking to oma...dunno till wat time we eat and went back home... after that went colvin play badminton...was fun,but i have nt run for so many days.. :( got to run more after exam bah...was planning to watch movie but we past the time,so didnt watch but we went to edmond to buy bubble tea,hahaha,so bro drive,reach there arnd 1:30 they close at 2am,so hang-out there till 2 am and went home..there are so many police there...drive drive drive and went we are abt to reach stillwater,there's a deer crossing infront,didnt hit it of course,but we nearly got it,so it was so shocking lah,i didnt saw the whole thing,but saw part of the deer body,luckily nth happen...after reaching hm went straight to bed,really really tired...slp slp slp...ZzzZZzz
It's saturday,was awake arnd 11 am i thought it's already 5 pm,i dunno why i think abt that,but after knowing it's just 11 am i went back to sleep,hahahha...slept till 2 pm...hungry so made smth to eat..then watch conan of course..hahahha..was planning to study but played solitaire till didnt study,hahaha...studied for likee 1 n 1/2 chapter then went downstairs learn skate-board,WoOhOo!!i want to learn till at least can do an olli or what is it called,hahhaha,played softball with bro bcs it's been a long time since he played,played and was tired we have to catch the ball wherever the ball goes,hahhaa,it was fun fun fun...after that went wal-mart,as usual..was planning to just buy wat we need and go but still we went for like an hr maybe..tsk tsk tsk,we are so so siao...went home and eat then watch movie-"meet the spartans",was not so nice,not as nice as u will expect bah...haiz...watch watch watch...tml they are gg to panera ear breakfast,go, dun go,go,dun go,go,dun go......i dunno...hope things turn out well...now let me slp...tml got to study really...i cant go on like this or i'll be dead...CM'N!!!~jia you jia you jia you~
+everything i think about didnt work out these days...someone help me...please...+
~i thought it got better but still it's not,someone save me please,let me forget about things that wont happen...~
[Dun ask me about it you all would not understand]

lately

2008-01-21T21:11:00.000-08:00

some things have nt been gg rite but still it's manageable...
there's indonesian gathering,went to help out at bak ika's house,i woke up the latest,HAHAH,and bak ika send a voice mail to tin tin asking her to wake up!!hahaha!!!so funny,tin2 cm over to wake me up,HAHAH!! the food was DELICIOUS!!!! the whole clique of us was eating at the back by ourselves,so loner!!hahahha,but it was fun...and guess wat?? we ate the cheesecake till only one is left!!HAHAHA!!there was 2 cheesecake,the we ate half from each cheesecake by ourselves!HAHAHA!!we was caught res-handed,when bak ika went back after heard we all laughing very loud and there was someone who say there's cheesecake in the back!!hahahha..so funny...was the best indonesian gathering i had i think :D
went cao nguyen after that,HAHAHAH!!! went to buy lots of things,bought till $130!!!now think of it a bit siao siao we all!!! must cut down expenses..went home after that and went colvin run,woohoo proud of myself.ran 18 rnds...hope can have the heart to run at least thrice a week...~jia you jia you jia you~
sunday:went colvin play badminton,didnt run... and then went oma's hs eat noodles,then talk talk till 2:30...then went home sleeepppp...
today no sch!!holiday!!!woke up at 1:30 today,play bball n skipping till 2:15 then went home cook kerupuk,very nice~ didnt cook it for so so so long,so decided to cook since i have the time,and cook some food after asking my mum how to cook,it's nt that bad actually,just lazy to cook last time~~HAHAHHA!! will cook more often if i can and not lazy...
tml maybe doing laundy in the morning bfr gg to work...working agn,hope nt that tired and hope it's nt boring... :D if really confirm,we are planning to take our driving exam on thurs,but still nt sure,the sooner the better...nd to get my license soon!!!
watching conan and going to sleepppp...CONAN!!
~oyasumi~~chalja~
+i dont want to have my bad side known to the others but some things just force it to come out of me everytime+

...

2008-01-17T22:13:00.000-08:00

this week is...pretty fine. went late for acct class on wed,bcs i overslept! XD sat at the back row,though there are still spaces infront but ppl are sitting behind,haha.. then went home,sleep agn...till 11:30,HAHA!!my class is at 11:30 lah,went to catch the next bus.reach class and i dun have to go class cause i finish my compo. =.=''' i told her i miss the bus! HAHA!then she told me not to miss the bus agn next time, i got 1 more chance not to be late... i need to use this 1 chance for the whole semester! dang it! tml using textbk and i have nt gotten mine...worse...getting it tml though.
today work,was fun...as usual was late,but this time earlier,and my first time working with indra,hahaha!!was busy busy busy as usual but smth is diff today,idk wat...there's 2 new ppl today, a mexican girl,she knew some of the indonesian though...and ritesh frend..today was fun working with my bro,ritesh,jeenna,mohamad,we keep playing n playing...HAHHAHA!!till 3 of them left and only me n ritesh is left,work work work...and the last 15 mins bfr closing,there's so many ppl and i dunno where they came from!!so fed up...cm'n we are closing!!! did their order and we start packing...finish the whole closing by 7:20 bah...then went home...
watch conan...it's very nice... :D
tml class i dunno if i can get up..hHAHAHAHA!!i'll get up for sure...cant afford to miss the class...now really tired but...after i correct my notes then i sleep...so tiring...
+why this thing keeps happening to the people i met,is it ONLY me thinking about this feelings or is just the fact that...+
我不想再想了...我好累...I'm tired of convincing myself that is not the fact when it has been happening again and again...

last weekend!!

2008-01-14T21:19:00.000-08:00

sat,didnt do anything much..just slack and set up my hw manager acct...still dunno how they work.:( went to thai cafe to have dinner with the indonesian clique!ate pad thai,yah same taste as any others pad thai i eaten! went bowling after that,hahha,quite fun..then went wal-mart,we bought a lot of things...as usual! after that went oma,carmen's hs to spend the nite,cant sleep but it was fine!:DD
went to stay there on sunday too!!cant get to sleep! but at least can get up!:DD wake up arnd 7 am ans i went home to bathe and go to sch!after i reach hm,i slept till 11:15,my class is at 11:30!XD so was kind of rush but it was fine!!she didnt mark me late i think...
Tml working agn,hope it goes fine!!:DD
~am i acting weird lately? If yes,why am i??~
+maybe it's bcs everybody is changing+

"first" week of school!!

2008-01-12T00:26:00.000-08:00

okay first week have gone by~ still alive still alive!! wasnt that bad afterall..
wednesday: went to class as usual,morning acct,yah was fine,the accounting i'm taking now is diff from the one in DEYI,the balance sheet and the credit debit thing is different!!but it brought back a lot of memories of the POA class in DEYI!!:D
went home after that,till 11 for the next class english!tell you the truth i think it's boring!!nt as fun as COMPII!haiz!after eng is statistic!the teacher was really funny!!her class was super high!she talks really loud,dun even need a microphone,and she's really a high person!her class was fun!:D after that went to ECON class straight away,but THE CLASS WAS CANCELED!!actually was looking forward to this class,to see wat's econ is all about,but too bad the teacher cant make it,she's sick! went to taco mayo look for ana,and i made MEXICALLI BOWL!it's nice!went home eat and rush to my next class-MSIS! the teacher is fun too,she's really nice,she cancel our class on friday and shorten our class time buy 25 mins!!so nice of her!!she's also a bit high herself! i think this semester is gng to be great!!:))
Thur-fri:thurs work as usual,work with ritesh,jenna,my bro at the back,really have fun with them,HAHAHA,joking arnd and eating fries!!XD it was fun that day...went home eat,set up the hw managers and went to bed! was really tired...
fri as usual the same schedule,went sch for accouting first,met mas fuad on the bus,was kind of weird,bcs he is an indonesian and he's like a frend but he's my acct teacher too,hahah,was kind of weird when talking to him,and we talked for awhile and we have nth to talk abt! >.<
Skip my eng lesson today,stayed home and sleep till statistic class,i thought we'll be doing nth at the eng class,but when i pass that classrm i saw them doing smth,ohwell!shall ask her if i can next mon...nearly miss the class!! was dreaming when i was suppose to wake up,weird dream!! went to statistic class, and the person beside me was asking wat's my name and i replied her like few seconds ltr after she asked!!i dunno she'll talk to me!talked for awhile and the class began!rush to my econ class at NRC!but i wasnt late!:D her class was quite fun,today's class was funny!!hahah!but still dun get the lesson at some point!!XD
went home after that,heard there is gg to be a party at viking's & indra's hs for tommy,he's leaving tml!was kind of sad,nearing the end of last semester we just got together as a clique!all of us hanging out together,eating,watchign movie,and have fun playing..
went to colvin bfr that played basketball,was okay!funny thing happen today!!HAHAHA!!funny funny!!it didnt happen to me,so it's more funny!!XD
had dinner and then sat down to watch JACKASS! was so stupid and gross!! XD they "splash" him with beer when he was doing 'shotgun'!hahah,he was wet after that,hang arnd take pics and we all went home,tired now!!
have to finish my work this week and it's gg to get more busy next week!!Uuugghhh!!
~nite everyone~

First day of sch & work!

2008-01-08T20:12:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCH: was so scared abt how it is gg to be,but it was quite fine...met some familiar faces on the bus taking 8:30 class,but they are one stop earlier than me! but it was ok. after first class went home,till 11 pm go agn for another class,it was eng comp 1,the teacher was okay,saw a guy who take the same course as me last semester,was a frend frend,didnt talk much to him. there was 2 american guys who took the wrong class,hahah,our class is international eng comp!XD only 5/10 ppl turn up for class today!
2nd class was statistic,the classroom was my cs classroom,felt like sleeping agn!!the funny thing is-the teacher siao siao one!!HAHAHA!!she is really VERY HIGH!!she can laugh and talked abt her years studying and how she became a teacher for statistic!!me n the girl sitting beside me laugh quite a few times!!XD i nearly fell asleep but she will point to the person who fall asleep or talking!!so scary!there was a few of them talking and she was like:"can u two please dont talk?" with her hand pointing, and there was one who is sleeping,hahaha!!she ask the person beside him to wake him up! after arnd 40 mins,she dismiss us...and i got 15 mins to run from BUS-NRC!! so far lah!!hope when class tml wont be late!!i cant find the room when i was in NRC too!!hahha!!but found it when saw ppl gg that direction! :P econ class,it was okay..went home and then at 3:50 bro drive me to sch,was gg to sch but stomach upset!!:P they are gg to the bank too,so on the way!
the classroom was my geology classroom!back to the same classroom agn! this class was MSIS, the teacher was so so so gd!! the class was actually 1hr 15 mins and she plan to teach for 50 mins only and fri we wont be having any lesson!!Warkakak!!she's really really gd, and for our grade she will make ur marks to the nearest,she is so leniant!!if u got 16.1,she'll record ur mark as 17!! no matter point wat u got! she's really funny too!!keep linking her introduction of the SAM thingy & grace week to Eskimo Joe!HAHAH!!she also keep saying:"u know y i want to teach this class? Bcs i want to be with u!!" HAHAHA!!even in her syllabus also have this sentence!!XD was fun was fun!

FIRST DAY OF WORK:-yst went to oma's hs talk till 3 am!!XD went home and went to slp! woke up at 9;45,i kept thinking my schedule is 10:30!!hahaha!!so was late for 20 mins!XD but marlene didnt say anything...was busy in the afternoon as usual,but today the hours oof busy-ness is longer!! so tired!!work from 10:20 till 7:20!!XD marlene keep asking me:"ani go take a rest",hahaha!!so rested arnd 5 mins!!

now i'm so tired,tml need to wake up at 7:30 agn!>.<
i dun have a clue what to do tml!=.=
hope i dun get into any trouble!:))

~nite everyone~

P.s.Today weather is so cold!!!!bbbbbrrrrr!!

start school eve!

2008-01-06T22:56:00.000-08:00

SCH IS STARTING TOMMORROW!! feel kind of nervous!! tml first class is mas fuad class!!hahaha!!i dunno how is it gg to be!XD tml first class at 8:30 nd to get up at 7:15 bah!Ughhh!! hope it's gg fine!:DD
Today slept at 6 am n woke up at 12 to go do laundry with bro,so many clothes lah! few weeks since we do our laundry!HAHAHA!XD tidy up my drawer today,but still lots of things,after bathing indra came,forgot his exam is today, went to tin2 hs to do,so i also go c c.didnt help anything,HAHHA,i'm just looking,i dun remember anything abt that course!XD went to check my result and i got a 'C'!!!C'mn!!! wth!!UUUGGGGHHHHH...dun think abt it anymore!!
went home and was so hungry!! bro want to eat panda but they are gg at 7:30,i think by then i'll be dead of hunger!!called oma and so went to their hs and eat!:DD eat home-made dinner,just simple dinner,but it's been sometimes since we have that!:D hope i can cook more this semester,or the rice wont even finish by the end of the year! stay there hang around till bro came and fetch me to go airport to fetch aki! reach there at abt 10,and his flight was delayed till arnd 10:20,so waited and finally,but still we waited for the lauggage.on the way home listen to them talk,and listening to songs. reach stillwater arnd 12!
now is time for me to sleep!! tml got to wake up so early!!
~nite~ ZZZzzz

WoOhOo!

2008-01-04T23:43:00.000-08:00

Finish POLITICS COURSE TODAY!!! Had final exam today, was so sucky!all came out from chapter 5! THANK YOU TIN!!spilt chapter with my cousin and mine only came out 1 question and she had to answer all other 50++ questions! all together is 60 questions!!:P got 95 for this exam!WoOhoO!! but overall maybe get a B! i trash one of the hw!!>.<
Nth much happen recently! my sleeping habit now is like hell!!have been sleeping at 8 am recently!idk y,just dun feel like sleeping and watch Trutv-Ocean police force/smth.it was funny and really nice~
sch starting in 2 days time,how time flies and it's my 2nd semester! felt like my first semester is a disater when the result came back!! i'm really gg to study hard this time!!PROMISE! hvnt get my books yet though!haha!i dun have much book to buy,i'm using txtbks given by my bro n cousin... Today was suppose to go su but koko cant get up! i set alarm at 9:30 but i didnt turn it on!XD so STUPID!!
Went to tommy&thomas house to eat,they cook curry,it was nice!but we have to bring the whole pan hm,HAHA,they are gg OKC tml and cant leave there for too long,so we take home 1 pan n bee they all take one home too! watch totoro!and those who hvnt watch it yet have no childhood!!HAHA!-that's what carmen said!! they came back from CHICAGO the day bfr,bee and carmen got us a finger drum set!it was really cool!!Thank you da jies!!and bee got me a TIGGER bookmark!!:D
Most ppl are already back to sch!!all the best for this year!!jc people are having A lvl, and poly more projects! so xin ku, i got to work hard this semester too!!
My schedule for next semester is:
-MON,WED,FRI-8:30 am-9:20am, 11:30am-2:30pm & 4pm-5:15pm!!Choose 8:30 bcs it's mas Fuad class!!for that class got to sacrifices my sleeping time!!
-TUE,THURS:-NO CLASS!! XD But working from 10am till 7:30pm, hope i wont be dead tired when i'm home!! i need the money!! Spring break is cming...in 3 months time!:P got to plan early!! Dunno if the trip is gg to take place! hope so!!:DD hvnt seen liv liv for a long time!!
Ohyah~was talking to cheryl that day though it was short but it was so funny! she was asking how's life and i was gonna ans yah fine,but i only wrote yah and she was like asking me:"are you drunk?!" HAHAHA!!i dunno wat happen!XD talk properly the next time!!:P
wanting to slp but idk!maybe tml buying bed!we r like so poor thing,been sleeping using sleeping bags this few months!HAHA!!ana's back is hurting so better get it!:DD i also can get mine!
~hoping to enjoy my last 2 days of holiday~
trying to sleep!>.<

erhm..

2007-12-28T23:38:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 5p.m!HAHAHA!! my bro tell me:"when u woke up it's getting dark,it seems that u did not sleep at all!"HAHAHA!! so funny!! woke up,bathe and i feel like eating Panda express!! so ask bro and they are gg to eat too,but i didnt go at last,was doing my POLITICS hw!! i think wont get a gd marks~is ok~ bro bought it hm for me! :D Tmr hving the 2nd exam! uggh,decided to blog first then continue studying! 2 more sections and i finish chapter 3!! but tmr still nd to wake up early for chapter 4!! :(( ~jia you~
Called oma just now, and they ate at a malaysian restaurant and spend a total of $90+!!they are so high, and they are gg there agn tml,hahah,they say so long didnt eat this kind of food and btw stillwater didnt have any restaurant that sells food that taste like the ones back home!! i want to go back and eat!!! And they keep asking us to go,hahaha!they send me link to buy air-tickets,but it's too expensive and think i cant go too!! the air-ticket was $579 per person for just 3 days!!*gasps* Maybe when next time we have the chance we'll go together and have fun!! :DD
i think i better go back to study or i dun have to sleep! :p
P.s.my font is better now?! :D
~chal ja~

ice-skating!!

2007-12-27T23:01:00.000-08:00

Went OKC to ice-skate just now!! it was FUN!!! the place is so hard to find!!we turn one round n found we actually past it bfr but we didnt notice it!!thought it would be scary and it really is,haha,but nt as scary as i thought it would be! was fun,fell a couple of times (i fell the most times) ,and got bruise on my thigh,knew it only when i got home..cina said maybe we r having too much fun just now and nv realise it!:D true true,we have a lot of fun!!:D BRAUM'S HOT CHOCOLATE is VERY NICE!! but really hot! Ohyah,bfr that we had lunch in Quil Spring shpp-mall,and jp fingernails was polish n there is a heart shape at the midle finger and he was pointing and say this means 'i love you'!HAHAHA,so funny!! and ana n cina took a couple of pics at the 'playground',we missed our childhood!!
went to Vietnam restaurant and eat,it was better than the one we went to last time,where there are ppl fighting and we are so scared that we want to leave even bfr the food arrive!XD there'a another one too,went with oma n carmen!:D played finger game while waiting for the food,but it was fast!! played one round only! the portion was big,it was nice!:D
oma today flying to chicago,bcs tml maybe there is snow,so they moved their flight earlier,hope they have a safe trip! :D and those who are idk where, hope u guys have fun too!!:DD have a fun holiday!! :D
now gg to watch [My Girl] again! :D gg to watch finish soon! :D
~chalja~

Fun nite!!

2007-12-26T22:41:00.001-08:00

had dinner on christmas day with some indonesian! it was nice having home-made dinner and 'family' to dine with!! hope we can do this often! :DD was glad just to sit together and eat, preparing for dinner with bro n cousin! it was fun!!:DD
went to carmike to watch AVP,it was kind of nice!!hahaha!!i was sms-ing cina on what to do after the movie! cina n jp wanted to hang out with ppl!!HAHAHA!!i think this sentence is really funny when u r watching show abt aliens!!XDD miss some part of the movie,bcs went out to talk...han lend us his house for the card-game! i thought it'll be just us n han,but there are valence,and 2 other korean, didnt play card in the end!HAHAHA!!played some korean/japanese drinking game!i know we'll drink but nt like this! i'm the first one to lose!so suck!! played played played! played 007! and number game, and King! it was fun,but king game so pervertic!! they like to ask ppl to suck nipple!!HAHAHA!!but we didnt do that of course just kissing or wat!XDD still pervertic!!
was kind of drunk after that,and i found myself talking quite a lot when drunk!!HAHAH!!i still remember okay!nt drunk till dun remember!! i still remember all that happened! was feeling kind of sick at home! cant get to sleep and wanting to puke but nth cm out! lay down on the bed just felt so 'tong ku'! went to the toilet for second time but still nth! ana was scolding asking me to come to bed n the toilet bowl was really smelly eeehhh!!! went to bed they put plastic bag beside me,but fell asleep till morning when tin tin called,but still went back to sleep till 3!HAHAHA!! didnt have any hangover! was feeling fine, ana had itching red dots!!
tin tin was there so have some breakfast and went to shoppping n eat subway! :DD shop shop shop! and went wal-mart!
now gg to watch [My girl] and sleepppp!!
~你说会记得我还记得吗~

Christmas!!

2007-12-25T01:58:00.000-08:00

It's CHRISTMAS!! planning to have a get together dinner with the indonesian that are here in stillwater!! I'm so wishing to go back right now~ called home just now,i know they care abt us but i think they are caring for too too too much, cant we have our own life!! i dun deny the fact that smtms they taught us smthing n made me realise that i have nt been doing this n that! thanks for that but smtms we just nd to get our own life! Plz!!!
Hoping that ppl in the other part of the world are having a blessed christmas!! had class gathering nt long ago,nt a lot of ppl went,i saw the pics they took, so hoping i can joined them and have fun without having to worry abt things here!! nt few ppl are left here in stillwater, all went out of town!
sch is starting real soon, i'm so so so worried!! hope i can get a better marks this time!!!! Pls help me!!! So bored abt everything!! ~jiayou~ must have holiday moooddd bfr the starting of sch agn!!:D
Hope you guys have fun!!! And BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!!! :DDD
~hope it snow~
~jingle bell jingle bell jingle bell~

Past weeks/days!!

2007-12-18T22:55:00.000-08:00

WoOhOo!! back to blogging!! been dead lately!! there's so many things that happen recently! it's graduation and graduation party was great and the graduation ceremony was so cool!! so many ppl are graduating and when they sing the song and all ppl are doing the OSU sign!! so united and such a cool scene!! but sadded!!ppl are leaving :( miki left on mon 7 am, risma left today at 10 ,joanna maybe leaving for ny late january!! and ppl are gg out of town for the winter break! and i'm staying in stilly! uuuuggghhhh!! will be so sian working in taco mayo!! no ppl to sing karaoke with in the library during our finals!!HAHAHA!! really had a great time with them!! some ppl i know are leaving next semester!!HAIZ!! hope to get to knoe them bfr they went away!! really thought abt wat will happen after they left! ppl will bw graduating so soon and me still beginning!!!
American government politics class have started and the 1st assignment is complete a survey which has questions abt the politics!! how would i know!!!! and the worst thing is my GPA!!! wth!! haiz! promise to woek hard next semester!!! i dun want to be so lazy anymore!!!
nowadays we r into the movie SAW!!hahaha!! so GROSS!! watch "I Am Legend"! it is very nice!! you ppl shld watch it!! ~very nice~ XD
really hope everything is all gg to be fine and better!!
*wondering*

Fun!!

2007-12-09T21:32:00.000-08:00

Yst was fun, went to New China n eat, bro paid for it but we must eat 5 plates!HAHAHA!! but he paid in the end,then went walk walk, in the end bought a lot of stuff for winter!! i found that i love buying socks,i dunno y!XD nt that really fancy socks,just normal socks!
after that went skate park,tommy teaching us to skate,i didnt,was cold and scared,maybe next time!:D so funny! after that know that it is viking's birthday! went to buy cake! went home and watch saw 2, GROSS!! but so exciting to watch,plan to buy saw1,3&4! :P after that went roni's hs,the cake is nice! played card games-bullshit,police&murderer, and the 'pak' game,i dunno wat is it called! loser choose btwn shot & a bowl of water,HAHAHHA!! police & murderer-murderer blink at the police so many times n roni died so dramatic!HAHAHA!! bullshit-cina always cms out with the same card! there's like 8 2's,HAHAH!! was fun!:D and the ppl watching saw 2 was sleeping!haha!at 3:30 all decided to go hm,there was ice on the car window! so stay there till the ice melted a bit and went home,so tired! online for awhile and bee-jie just got home from library!
today she's really v.ke lian,she's down with flu! today's temperature is -3 degree! O.o!! so cold! the road was icy,so must drive slowly!! cooked chicken soup but didnt eat it,so full today! predicted by midnight gg to rain bigger and snow,maybe the exams will be postpone! I DONT WANT!! i like tml exam n fri i dun want any exam! the others too! v.xin ku if change the date! hope the weather will get better!
tml waking up early to do my research paper! today lazy! :P have a gd rest everybody! n ALL THE BEST!! :DD some Poly is hving common exams! ALL THE BEST too! :D Nites!

It's friday agn!

2007-12-08T01:57:00.000-08:00

was so tired and was not really have the mood to get up!HAHAH!! but get up of course,getting back geol exam 3! got 76% #$%#$%$^$*&,and my average score for the course now is 76% ()&(*&^&%!! still nd to take the final exam!!AAAHHH!!
Geol exam it's on wed, eng exam on mon and cs and socio on thurs! and worst,socio is at 8 AM!!so early!! hope can get over with it soon! enroll for class late!XD was affected by the advisor and i kp thinking i can only enroll for class on 8th when i can enroll on the 3rd!haha! enroll for 5 class next sem and taking winter class-American Government Politics 1113! it's till 4th of jan!wth!hope still can have time to play!!dunno when i wnat to clep!!:(
went to work for 2 hrs today,over the 20hrs limit,so no choice wanted to help out but went to ross in the end!:( today was so tired but after sleeping for like 10 mins i cant get to sleep! -.-"'
now i'm blogging,4 am here,let's see wat time will i wake up tml!:))
tired,gg to slp now! nite ppl ppl ppl!
~signs are everywhere, but still nt that supportive!!~

Very tired!!

2007-12-04T23:03:00.000-08:00

Today is a long day! get up at 8 :25 am!! have to broad the bus at 8:35,eehhh!!so tired! got myself to get up n broaded the bus! so many geesse was outside!!i was so scared of being attacked by it!! XD saw there's nobody at the bus-stop,i thought i missed the bus but i was early!XD saw chow [eng and he say he'll cm over to play wii-boxing after the finals!XD was so funny,hahaha!!that time he lose to my bro but the way they played was so funny!XD
Finals nexts week,hope it went great! maybe having to 2 papers at the same date,hope it wont happen!!! haiz! got to study!! C'mn ani u can do it!!!
work today as i promise marlene to,only 4 ppl are working today,if i didnt cm it's gg to be only 3 ppl closing,O.o!! tml working to,marlene send me home agn today,really thank U! hope her family matters can be better and her mum health too! could be seen that marlene is really tired! i'm tired to but compared to marlene i think it's a small case!
After work went to kyoto to eat dinner with malaysian grps and thomas to celebrate bee's birthday! was cool,they booked a room! woah! the sitting was cool too! bee,carmen n daphne was so funny today! they tie a 2 sides pony tails! Haha,looks cute! and they force me to tie one-side! it was bee da-jie's birthday,so daphne tie my hair,dun want to spoil the mood!XD was cool,i think it's nice too! Hahaha!!
now i'm really tired,hv nt study for my lab yet, and btw i forgot there's hw due today,i dunno what have been going on,these grades dun really matters to me now!
hoping to get better! Slp slp slp!!

First day of DEAD WEEK!! & Bee's Birthday!!

2007-12-04T00:24:00.001-08:00

Though it's first day of dead week but nth seems to be different!! went for geology class, went home finished up my presentation n went to class, after gg to class smth bad happened! :(( My powerpoint slides are not inside my thumbdrive!! was feeling so lousy, but khan lend me his laptop n i do another powerpoint slides there,so lousy!! :(( after presenting Mrs.Hull asked me a question and was feeling so lousy was nt able to answer her anything!! Haiz!! wat a lousy day!!
went to work as usual! risma wanted to eat,so make her food and mine, marlene dun want me to pay for the food agn, and risma was taking away the food and walk away marlene asked if i'm gg to eat... i say yes and she ask where's ur food, and i say she took my food, marlene was shouting: "Hey! u cm back!" hahaha,then i was like marlene is my frend,hahaha,and marlene was laughing and said nobody takes ur food while i'm here,so cool!!marlene is really v.nice!!:DD after eating went to work,work work work at 4:45 daphne came,she was so bored and she find me,hahaha,she finally wants to eat smth,make her a chicken mexicali bowl.i like it v.much too! she was eating outside and i check the salsa bar so i can go out and talk to her!:P marlene was nt there so was okay,if marlene was there nt really nice!XD talk talk talk and ritesh wanted a break so went in to help out. daphne eat for awhile and she went back home! i continue working,today was quite fast for me,really fast,usually was bored to death while working,aksher n amey was singing as usual,cant stop singing!!HAHAHA!! austin still listening to mp3 n dancing! get a lift home from marlene,bro couldnt come,THANX MARLENE! really felt sad for marlene,she is really tired, she have sons to take care of, they were partying n one of them thinki she was kind of spoil the mood while asking them to go home,but really sad, her mum is dying back home,and she couldnt be there,we have to work!!haiz! hope she's doing fine!
after got home bathe and start on baking cake for bee-jie!! they wanted to surprise her,so we also help out, abke the cake till 12 +,bee isnt home yet,so we brought the cake back home as carmen go fetch her,we hide in her room and daphne outside,daphne was trying to scare her,but bee guess that she was home!XD so my bro n i was at her room scared she wont be scare,but we succes in the end!!HAHAHA!! she was shouting so loudly!XD was a great time to end with! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY Bee-jie!!! :DD got her a big bag of M&M choclate,i think can last her for months!XD she kept thanking everyone,and we were like ok ok ok!!XD Hope she enjoyed her day! :D just got to know her for few months but really have fun while with them,maybe the way they interact with ppl bah,really friendly! :D
JIA XIN CALLED TODAY!! been really long since i heard her voice,the others too,hope i can find one day to call u guys! really miss u guys a lot! :(( hope i can be back there soon! to gather with u guys once agn!!
got class at 9 am tml,AAAHHH!! hope can wake up! nite guys!
still in process of findingmyself!! nite!

Sunday!!

2007-12-02T22:42:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 3 pm today! WoOhOo! was so tired! woke up cause i'm hungry! XD decided to get subway! 1 FOOTLONG!! was so full that i didnt eat dinner just now! :P after eating continue with my program 7, and was doing for awhile and went to do laundry! risma called and say she cant study and want to come our hs to study,but in the end she didnt study!HAHAHA!! she read conan n watch TV! haha! in btwn laundry, finished my program,that one line can turn ur output wrong,WOAH!! really v.interesting but nt taking that major any more, nt interested = i dun understand! decided to go wal-mart to buy ingredients for making cheesecake for BEE-jie's birthday! carmen went along with us,we spent 2 hrs in wal-mart looking for stuff and shopping,hahaha, it's funny to shop at wal-mart,but we mostly spend 1 hr+ there,i also dunno y. XD
my presentation slides is still unfinish,tml afternoon bfr class will finish it as soon as possible! haiz! 2 more weeks and it's the end of the semester,time flies,ppl are graduating! just got to know some this semester and they are leaving! :(( we can still be in contact through msn at least!
haiz. time for me to slp, try finding myself agn! nite guys!

Not Myself!

2007-12-02T03:56:00.000-08:00

Finish geol exam!WoOhOo!!next week is DEAD week!!that's wat they call the week bfr final!so funny,hahaha! was suppose to finish progam 7 yst,but haiz,not myself lately!so didnt do! yst after work,daphne cm to bake cake,and played Wii! so tiring! but was fun!:D the cake wasnt really succesful but,eatable eatable!XD send daphne home,and bee was home from her bee party!HAHAHA! so slack there and talk talk! talked for few hours abt TACO MAYO!XD we didnt know we can talk that long abt TACO MAYO!Haha!
today went to colvin n cycle! played basketball with cina,chiki,indra,korean guy,roni,my bros,was fun was fun! they gg to the bar, cina said:"pulang,makan,mandi,mabuk!" hahaha!
After asking abt my progam n went home to finish,but still i cant as usual,so decided to meet indra at kd!as usual,it was 11:55 when i went to kd,so is 40% off my marks! dun care! i dunno y,dun seem bothered by it! went to kd,and saori helped me open the door! my card can't open the door!XD so lousy! said hi and went to sit down n wait for indra! didnt really talk to saori, and funny thing is i just knew that she was in my geology class few months after we r in the same class!XD so funny! indra came,do prog n my bro start playing CS n indra catch up with him afterwards,i'm stilll stuck at doing my program!:(( in the end m program still dont run correctly,indra was tired to teach n he gave me a copy of his file!:P shall do tml! played CS till now then reach hm-it's 6 A.M. here!XD we're so high! tml was planning to go BestBuy! but now i think not!
i think i'll try to find myself back in my dream! nites ppl!

tired!!

2007-11-29T23:28:00.000-08:00

Today was tired,miss the bus and walked to sch,today was cold! have 'smoke' cming out of ur mouth even when breathing,was tired when i reach the classroom,and bored! today the last 10 pointers for socio class was so so so so unexpected! he ask smth from wat he teached today,i listen but forgot!XD so mine was kind of SUX!! sure got 0 for this 10 pointers!
CS exam,haiz hope can pass!:( the questions structure was the same but diff kind of questions!!
:( i was confident and at that moment i fell few thousand feet down!!
went to work after exam,was kind of no mood!! went to work as usual was a day but not so fun this time,boring boring!!
Tml is geology exam!! Hope i can pass!:(( got to go catch sm sleep! NITE!!

Recently!

2007-11-29T00:17:00.000-08:00

decided to blog, have lots of fun n tired sch starts agn!
last week thanks giving break went to NEW MEXICO-sipapu,snowboarding!!WoOhOo!! hv lots of fun! went with ana,tin2,risma,farrell,abe,farrell sis n her husband!have great time,snowboarding,playing cards,etc... :D hurt my knees,now i'm better,still hv pain when straightening my legs,but will be fine in few more days,it's been nearly a week now!hope it's fine! the time taken to drive from stillwater to new mexico is 10 hrs!gosh! but had fun! n it was snowing on the 2nd day we r there! so cool!!:)) hope can go play agn next yr!!:DD
bad thing is I'M GG TO BE BROKE!! have to really cut down on my expenses,way too much! :((
though working still cant covers up!X( will work more if i could n earn more money!!
Tired week! having 2 exams this week! lab exam next week! Ugh! n i forgot to do my lab today,there was 2 n i done 1 only!doing it tml tml!! progam 7 due friday midnight!Argh!!so tired!! hope i can get through this week without dying!!
tml is CS exam 3!! all the best to me!!:DD got to wake up early tml! nite everyone!!:DD

P.s.Mei xian my post is shorter now!!XDD

It's monday agn!!!

2007-11-19T22:44:00.000-08:00

Mon agn,today wake up nt that early,but the bus cm early!when i just step out of the hs,the bus just left and i have to walk to sch,was kind of hot in the morning and i wore jeans and jacket!pweeff! it takes me 20 mins to walk this morning,was walking so slowly! i was really sleepy this morning,i dun really listen in lecture today,also nt sure wat to do on wed!XD hope got instruction on the web!! today SU have discount agn!40%,there's so many ppl buying! bro called me and i went taco mayo to look for him,help out for awhile and decided to go hm,made a Temale Melt! it was quite nice!try some other things next time! went home eat n went to class agn,eng class,today class is doing leo's team simulation,was kind of boring at first but ltr on all ppl are joining the forum talk,so was kind of interesting,and then when the result came out,it was really interesting,diff result this time from the last time we did!cool cool! they gave us fortune cookies!:DD in stillwater,whenever u eat at a chinese restaurant they will give u fortune cookies with the bills!so cool! but some are nice n some not!haha! after c;ass,as usual,went to work!today have a lot of ppl working but after 3 there's like only few left!haha! work today is quite fun,get the chance to make sm food out!:DD work work work,till five:05,daphne came!:D she's gg hm,hahaha,as usual she'll walk pass to say bye!:)) was making tacos when she came but marlene ask me to go go!hahah!marlene is really v.nice!! talk for few mins!and she went to catch the bus..and me go back working!marlene left at 6p.m,hariharan was in charge today,i washed the dishes! and the thing leaks!hahah,taco mayo is flooded,hahah!not really lah,just a big patch of water at the basin area!XD cant use the "gun"-thingy,so have to use the tap and scrub it myself!:(( but at least it's clean!:)) after finish the dishes,called bro and they are eating,i asked him to buy me sth,and i waited for him at the SU for 1/2 hr!! so long!! went home eat,and went to colvin,was suppose to meet indra at 9 but drag till 10 Pm!:P after playing with cina n bros-ping pong double,so funny!!HAHA!! went to kd to do my hw! correct the errors n hand it in!!WoOhOo!after that went to colvin agn,played pool with bee,carmen n yuan zhe! play till arnd 12 pm and decided to went home!it is late!!
and now i'm gg to slp!!tml class at 9 am!gosh!hope can wake up!:DD sweet dreams!

Sunday!!

2007-11-18T23:53:00.000-08:00

It's sunday agn!woke up at 2:30 pm today!XD was awake by 2 but yah i cant leave the bed!! was planning to get up at 11:30 to do my progam,but as usual turn off the alarm n went back to sleep!!XD when i woke up,bro was planning to make lunch,so join him to make lunch,after eating receive a call from risma as usual:"lagi ngapain?":DD,decided to meet her to walk to kd ltr on. after eating bro suggest to go do laundry which is 2 weeks long,HAHA!! so decided to do laundry with him! called risma as i decided to jus print out sm stuff n went hm agn,but she also wants to do laundry and she told me we can print stuff at FRC,hahaha,i didnt know abt it,FRC is just like opposite of my apartment n kd is like 15 mins walk from home,HAHAHA!!i know abt it now,so went print ws and headed back to the laundry shp,so many ppl are washing their clothes! found 3 heater after taking out the clothes from the washing machine,so lucky didnt have to wait that long! waited there n looking at the ws,decided to give i a try ltr on! stayed there with risma n my bro,was chatting and saw this family who are angry with us maybe!bcs risma helped me found the heater they are planning to use too! but what's wrong ppl are trying to heat their clothes here!! waited n waited,risma finish ealier than us n she have a grp meeting,so she went home first,ours is like few more mins,our clothes are so much that we r wasting like 10 mins collecting them,while folding some of it!went home and decided to go colvin n the hw is drag till the time i came back!XD colvin played badminton with cousin while talking,hahaha!!then went to the work out section,work out work out work out,saw jack there agn! after working out,went to Golden Dragon Cafe to eat,nt eating cause i just had my lunch at 3pm! saw waited fir them and headed home,rest for awhile n get working with my progam!finish it just now arnd 1:10pm,pheww,finally!
washed up n now am ready for bed! gd night everyone!:DD

Tulsa!!

2007-11-18T00:22:00.000-08:00

Went to Tulsa today,didnt go yst,today went.walk walk walk,have lunch bfr shopping,the food was okay but too watery! went shopping after that,wanted to get a pair of gloves for winter,but decided nt to,didnt saw any that catch my attention n yah maybe dun need it! shop shop shop,saw this jacket,but it was 100++!*gasps*,it was nice but nt worth it!HAHAHA!!so shop shop shop,carmen was planning to get jacket but didnt bought any at last,was kind of quilty she didnt get anything,but hope she get a lot of things at San Marcos,that place is huge shopping mall! u all have to go there shop for at least once! worth gng! after shopping went to get Krispy Kremes!!it was nice!! got a free donut when we bought it,it was really nice,i was wondering abt Donut Factory! i want to have some!!:(( after buying went home,the journey was okay,both people beside me are sleeping!i just cant get to slp!!:(( so watch the 'scenery' for the whole journey! btw,in us there's no lights on the highway,only light from ur car,wierd huh! so it's kind of nth to see!!HAHAHAH!!
after reaching hm,carmen went to chao peng hs for steamboat,and we went hm,tin tin cook 'kang kung' and we cook rice n soup! went to wal-mart to buy smth n look for wii!! was planning to buy but they r out of stock,in tulsa too!!C'mn!!! have to wait for tml bfr thanks giving! dunno wat's the plan for thanks giving!! Erhm... hope it's great,first thanks giving in my life! hope it's great!!
after paying went to roni's hs,played card,nt drinking,i think once a week is too much but depend on the amount!!HAHAHHA!! try nt to drink too much!:DD won a couple round,i was winner for one round n my bro one round!!play with chips this time,but nt real money!haha! now just got home and really tired,waking up early tml to do my progam 6! hope i know how to do by myself! planning to go kd tml!!
~here wishing everythings is going to be fine~
Good night!

StateHood DAY!!

2007-11-16T20:16:00.000-08:00

Today was holiday!! woke up at nearly 2 pm today!XD bcs i slept at arnd 5 am,so it's a gd thing that i can wake up at 2!! feel kind of nt feeling well when woke up,was like nt well,but after awhile i was fine! was planning to go tulsa,but nobody want to go,only me,ana,sung,tin,farrell maybe.i thought the other that was planning to go,they decided nt to go! was kind of upset abt it,bcs everything dun go according to plan! ~haiz ~ decided to go OKC instead,went to grab lunsh first bfr gg,as usual went to GOLDEN DRAGON CAFE to get a bite to eat!!:D after eating went straight to cao nguyen!XD went to 'shopping' there,haha, saw the others there too! the others left after awhile as they hv been there quite long,hahaha, called them 45 mins bfr n they r still there,HAHAH!! bought sm things for the week,bought quite lot as is an hr ride to reach there,so was kind of lazy to go back there just for sm things so bought quite a lot! after buying we headed hm,was planning to meet them at the shopping mall,they decided to watch-American Gangster-,we didnt go watch,so headed hm! but we went to watch fireworks!! nt so like woah!! if there's a fireworks which is the shape of pistol pete maybe i'll be really v.excited!!XD didnt get to meet the others who are watching too! on the way hm,there;s a phone call, trutt trutt trutt,i saw the number it was 1234567,HAHAHHA,was kind of scary after u watched-Missed Call-,so pick it up and it was mum!!hahaha,hv nt talk to her for weeks,mum went to medan for cousin's wedding :D talk to her was kind of short but yah at least we talked! remembering the first time i called back,i nearly cry :( but nt crying,big girls dun cry!-fergie's song! haiz.hope tmr we r gg, or there smth to do! or nt it'll be really boring!! had to finish my progam by this mon! dang it!! haiz!! 2 more progam to go!!AAAAHHHH!! hope i can do at least the starting of it now!
Let's talk abt yst! :D
working as usual yst,smth funny happen agn,HAHAH,this time marlene was saying:'Amit u r sweeping outside n mopping all that, i've done it yst and i was so tired." and amit said"so wat!",HAHAHAHA!! marelene was so angry and say u r gg to do that,hahhaa,and told him to go wash dish!hahahha,he wash the dish that day! hahaha!! yst was boring nt much customer!! was folding the boxes whenever i was bored! tried pinacolada chillers today with shusil! it was nice,i'll have the stawberrie one next time!:D daphne walk to taco mayo to say bye! she work till 5 that day! she was home early last mon as she does her work so fast!HAHHA!! she was gg to slp,she hv hw due the next day,so poor thing! went to colvin,and was surprise to see the japanese ppl playing badminton,1st time seeing,saori was there,she was like kp rolling on the floor,HAHAH!!was cute,bee n carmen was there too,talked to them until bro cm! saw sexy DIG playing bball agn,and heard she hurt her hand agn!Ouchh! she hve to hold the ice pack for the whole night yst! so poor thing! i think she's fine,she 'talked' to me on msn today!HAHAHA!!:P
went to roni's hs,learnt to play the guitar from risma yst,so cool! but the song i want to play was kind of hard!:( i love that song!-cinta di ujung jalan-Agnes Monica,find on youtube n listen!:D after learning played card game,BIG2- i won quite lot of games,hahaha,but we dun hv any punishment for that! after that all played 21,was kind of safe at the beginning and half-way was still kind of safe! tommy n my bro was keep drinking the iced tea,then roni n viking decided to add black label in it!!hahaha! my bro was like frinking it like the whole cup and he was:"uuugggghhhh",and we knew smth is wrong with the drink,HAHAH,we didnt see it cming though,nice move!:D at the last 7 rounds i was keep losing,and the card i recieve was kind of the same for that few rounds,so drank and was kind of unbalance!XD my bro was holding me! risma vomitted,she dun like drinking mix drinks,we ran out of the one she was drinking so she drank another thing and she vomitted at the the end! then went home,send her home,she was okay after she puke,so went home,i ws like walking like snake,but i brush my teeth bfr sleeping!:D was kind of uneasy but get to sleep in the end!
now i'm gg to maybe try to do my hw!XD the progam6!!! hope i understand!
~chiow~everybody!:D

the 14TH!!

2007-11-14T23:51:00.000-08:00

Today went to lesson as usual, saw daphne on the bus as usual, this time she wasn't late!!XD walk to class with 'sian' feelings!! during half-way,one of the student was leaving the lecture and dr.broadman was saying:" if u leave u'll miss out smth got to do with ur exam!" then the guy walk away anyway, i was like woah wat is he gg to talk abt, waited n waited for the lecture to end, he didnt say anything!! so more 'sian' walk to find auther, change my major, i think they were feeling:" y is this girl changing back agn", excuse me, i regret nt making this choice earlier! went to business building and my orientation teacher bcm my adviser... nth much she told me wat i nd to take, i nd to take comp1!!AAAHHH,i thought i dun nd to! and nd to clep my calculus and i nd to next week!!:(( hope i can study for it n get on!! after awhile went to taco mayo work as they are short-handed,mine not long either...LAME!!!HAHAHA!! work work work,lunch hour is so busy!! was kind of rushing arnd,and i keep calling the wrong no. today,hahaha,i find it funny though!!XDD annette was there to help too,it was busy!! left arnd 1:20 to class,was late but this time she was nt really taking attendance,participate in khan's team simulation-a tv show,was okay learnt few things today! and 1 other things, i was so stupid i forgot the word refrence that moment while i was talking and i asked carmen in chinese across the row,HAHAH!!! so stupid!! after class walk to taco mayo agn to get my file,i forgot abt it when i left!! walk to lab,i'm not really enjoying the lab,the ta was great but u know just dun like it,done survey n heard she was angry abt late work n i have 3 weeks ago lab nd to be handed in,then she was telling me abt late work n maybe she's nt gg to give me grade for it,but smth tell me inside that she will!!XD she's nice! i dunno shall see. went home as usual!no lab next week!!double WoOhOo!!
went home,bake cookies n slack till 6 plus went to watch Mr. & Ms. International!! bee is performing!!-SOOO COOOLLLL!!! piano+kenangan terindah!!WAAAHHHH!!! so cooooll,waited so long for her turn,she was last,hahah,but the other performances was v.nice too!!:DD Mr.International-South Africa n Ms.International-India( her voice is really nice!!) Bee won the Miss Conginality-i dunno how to spelll!XD SOOO COOOLL!! CONGRATS B-jie!!
stayed there for quite long bfr gg back home,so corrected my research proposal n hand it in! hope it works! waited n waited n went to iHop to eat,drank milkshake!:D my stomach isnt feeling quite stomach these days! hope nth is wrong! was planning to do my lab but tml i think!!XD i'll hand it in bfr gg to work!XD
so gtg get my slp!! hope i can wake up tml!!XDD ADIOS EVERYONE!! Oyasumi!!

Busy!!

2007-11-13T23:06:00.000-08:00

finally finish 2 labs,1 more still but give me another week!!XDD and i'll hand in both the labs! :P
gg to lie tml abt that lab! :(( today socio class is not a great class to begin with!! SUX totally!! make me think y r they making my life more worse or is it just me thinking that way! uuuuuuhhhhhhh... Gg to see advisor tml to change my major this time for real!! didnt have a chance to tell mum yet,but i know she'll understand,sorry for the time wasted and money!!
:(( wont happen agn!! tml working though not my work days, they dun hv engh ppl!! today worked for 15 mins bcs they are too busy and too many customers!! didnt get my food in the end n headed to do my hw and rush to class!! heard a shocking news today!!was trully shock by it!! FRIDAY is a holiday!! WoOhOo!! statehood day, gg to come agn in 50 years time!! so lucky!! next thurs n friday hols too!!THANKSGIVING!!WoOhOo!! hoping to have plans for it!! Tml is Mr. & Ms. International, indonesian didnt participate! but i still will go and see see!!! I want to watch bee play the piano n all of the show!! heard there's a nice egypt thingy,looking forward to tml!:DD

hope tml is gg to go great! seeing advisor and everything!! ADIOS!!

Past few days!!

2007-11-13T13:56:00.000-08:00

Didnt blog for few days now,actually blogged,but got error!!:(( so now summarizing wat have been happening recently!:D on fri was marlene's birthday, it was a fun day at work,have lots of fun and it was chandan last day at work!!AAAWWW!! after work went to colvin,was not in the mood to exercise,cysle for awhile n watch them play, saw carmen n daphne playing badminton.:D then they headed to pool n work out section, saw sexy DIG-cina,but didnt talk to her. went to eat after that,eat at the golden dragon cafe, went to eat dinner, sound more like supper!XD have bubble tea,singapore bubble tea nicer!!:(( but wat can u expect here!HaHa!! so just have to bear with it! after eating went home n rest for awhile n headed to roni's hs to play cards, and ana drank for the first time here, and he's getting the hang of it!!:)) he is liking it!!! Huahahah!!! bro went to sleep after few drinks as he is too full n he feel like vomitting, adn ana,me,roni n tommy continue!! ANA N TOMMY CHEATED!!!!!!!! i hv to drink! tried black label, after drinking my throat felt so hot! and then loses agn!! but nt black label this time!! after that round went home,tommy was hungry n getting late! it was 3 am n most of them hv smth on sat,so go hm n slp!! On sat, was awake at 12:30,carmen called me to wake me up!!i was awake!!HAHAHA!!! they ask me to go to the drum practice,so go to take a look,IT WAS HARD!!! cant get the beat n cant remember the L/R!!:(( bee wrote me the first part n still trying to get it!!XD and after that we went to play football!!quite fun! everything plan for that day didnt turn up that gd,HAHAHA!!everything we plan to do end up with nth,we didnt go to cao ngyuyen,didnt watch movie n didnt go watch football too,so boring n sian so headed to bed early! on sun, was planning to try doing my programme in the morning,get up arnd 9:30 am,but the connection was down!!AAAHHH!! so go back to slp!XDD woke up at 1pm,woke by risma. went to have lunch thgr, and headed home. since there's no connection,headed to KD! stayed there for 2 hrs and what i've done was all wrong!!:(( i'm really nt gd with programming,but in the end indra helped me out ONCE AGN!!thanx indra!! manage to pass it up on time! on mon,it was hot agn,I WANT COLD WEATHER!!! snow come soon!!!! work yst, was not that much customer, was another fun day working!ritesh n marlene n russell after that!!!haha! it was fun!!

11-08-2007

2007-11-09T09:18:00.000-08:00

Was plannig to blog yst but didnt in the end,too tired!! Yst at taco mayo,marlene was talking abt her birthday,which is today,and she was v.happy saying i'm gg to be 26 tml,and amit said then i'm gg ot be 10 years old!HAHA,marlene was so angry that she ask him to wash the dishes today!!HAHAHA!!! it's fun!
At night went to colvin,3 days in a row we have been gg to colvin!!WOAH!!! Watched people played street soccer,it was funny,haha!! marlene's sons were there too and a few others who work at taco mayo!
Yst I found that i can was a lot of dishes with the condition that i'm listening to SONGS!!XD wash the dishes till 2:30 am yst, and i got scare by my bro,who i thought to be asleep by then,i was listening to song,i didnt hear any footstep then he suddenly stand beside me talking to me!! SO SCARY LAH!!! %#%^#$^&&^%
Chatted for awhile with people online! and found that carmen was already up by then, hahah,was planning to call her but guess didnt have to! :DD

First post!!

2007-11-07T10:25:00.000-08:00

Finally wrote smth here!! :D
(That's it guys!!) XD