This is the 2nd time having chinese new year without family and without all the home-made, i mean all the good tasting "home-made"foods and the "environment... with holidays and the things that makes today the same way as it used to be...
being away for almost 1 and 1/2 year now, things really go pass fast...still the feeling of home makes me want to be able to get home as soon as possible...
Had dinner with cousins and some of our friends just now, things was just not enough to fill all of us...some of us are full, some are semi-full, some are not full... not a good start..
forgot whether we are allow to hold the knife today, but i did anyway...didnt think much about it, make some foods, and went to bathe, and eat and call home for each family and talk with mum and dad and aunts and uncles, telling us to study harder... still misses being at home and having holiday today... BUT... today is raining ice, so the roads and pathway are slippery with ice on top of them, so they decided to close the university at 2p.m today, but my classes ended at 2 too, so what is the difference.. there will be an announcement later at 5 am, whether the university is open tomorrow.. everybody was hoping that it will close for tomorrow too... but who knows....
the road is really slippery today, saw a couple of people who had fallen because of the pathway and some are enjoying ice-skating on it... so different people have different perspective.. they put salts ( big size not the cooking salt) and sand to make it easier to walk on the roads...but still people were falling down, saw one who fell twice within 2 mins... really very dangerous...
really havent update for my whole life already...
so these are the updates.. :D my blog is still alive, just not that active...
-waiting for "a" reply, i just have to have one....-
-gong xi fa cai, wan shi ru yi, xin xiang shi cheng, nian nian you yu and shen ti jian kang...-
27.1.09
30.10.08
As the time goes...
As time goes it's way, things have been different, very much different from wat it used to be...so many things have happen and it seems that things have been happening over again, the same things but the feeling is much deeper this time, getting more scared...
having exam tomorrow and really scared this time, if i dun turn my grade this time, i really dunno wat will happen to my grade this semester, i tried hard... but y things are not the way i thought it should be... getting the marks i got for my finance 2nd exam really pulled me down real hard, it was one of the exam that i really did study hard and really tried my best, getting that grade really makes me want to give up again... really felt so down... going to give it another try this time, hope things can be different...
i'm missing my parents who i thought wont be really this bad...things have not been going right and hoping they were here was one of my wishes, maybe encouraging me, or giving me the fear and they so called "advice" to get me into studying,being scared of them really can give me the motivation to study...
Things really get me hard this time...feeling helpless, i'm really tired...i know it cant be compared to some others but I Am Not You, i am me...
going to study...
~oyasumi~
having exam tomorrow and really scared this time, if i dun turn my grade this time, i really dunno wat will happen to my grade this semester, i tried hard... but y things are not the way i thought it should be... getting the marks i got for my finance 2nd exam really pulled me down real hard, it was one of the exam that i really did study hard and really tried my best, getting that grade really makes me want to give up again... really felt so down... going to give it another try this time, hope things can be different...
i'm missing my parents who i thought wont be really this bad...things have not been going right and hoping they were here was one of my wishes, maybe encouraging me, or giving me the fear and they so called "advice" to get me into studying,being scared of them really can give me the motivation to study...
Things really get me hard this time...feeling helpless, i'm really tired...i know it cant be compared to some others but I Am Not You, i am me...
going to study...
~oyasumi~
1.10.08
Happy birthday to me...
haha...had BBQ yst night. near midnight have another small celebration, tintin make a cheesecake for us..it was nice!! and pretty too, when i first saw it,haha..u know what i meant tintin!! :DD
it was somehow great but think abt it, 19 is not really smth to celebrate for,hahah.. 18-legal age, 20-starting of ur age with a number '2' in front, 19-last year of ur teenage years.. ehrm... i dunno,not the same as i predicted but had fun still... slept at 4 am that day,talking and have a small small gathering.. :DD
today though is birthday,but classes wont be canceled bcs of this,hahah..woke up at arnd 7 today,have to help elisa at 8 am with the international expo thingy,moving stuff to su... after i went to throw trash when she pick me up,she suddenly start singing 'happy birthday' song,hahaha!! so surprise and funny!!
was so so so tired... during jap class i was like nodding my head and almost falling asleep during class,was so tired! after that went to help out setting up the stall to sells our SATAYS!!! i didnt eat any though,hahah...was so tired. and hot,and the clothes are all smells of the charcoals!! errr... we manage to sell all of them, YEAH!!
skipped class at 1:30,so was planning to go to the other section but aaron help me hand in attendance and he told me abt the tips for the exam,so didnt go in the end!!hahaha...went back to see if they need help moving the things but they left,so went to take the bus... got home at arnd 5 pm,bathe bcs sticky and ate something...was so sleepy!! check my mails for awhile then went to sleep till 10 pm just now,ahahah...get up do my management which was due ltr at 12!! c'mn..why so busy!!
now gg to study for exam on friday!! :((
so gambate!!
P.s thanx for the celebration and the wishes and the gifts... :DD
it was somehow great but think abt it, 19 is not really smth to celebrate for,hahah.. 18-legal age, 20-starting of ur age with a number '2' in front, 19-last year of ur teenage years.. ehrm... i dunno,not the same as i predicted but had fun still... slept at 4 am that day,talking and have a small small gathering.. :DD
today though is birthday,but classes wont be canceled bcs of this,hahah..woke up at arnd 7 today,have to help elisa at 8 am with the international expo thingy,moving stuff to su... after i went to throw trash when she pick me up,she suddenly start singing 'happy birthday' song,hahaha!! so surprise and funny!!
was so so so tired... during jap class i was like nodding my head and almost falling asleep during class,was so tired! after that went to help out setting up the stall to sells our SATAYS!!! i didnt eat any though,hahah...was so tired. and hot,and the clothes are all smells of the charcoals!! errr... we manage to sell all of them, YEAH!!
skipped class at 1:30,so was planning to go to the other section but aaron help me hand in attendance and he told me abt the tips for the exam,so didnt go in the end!!hahaha...went back to see if they need help moving the things but they left,so went to take the bus... got home at arnd 5 pm,bathe bcs sticky and ate something...was so sleepy!! check my mails for awhile then went to sleep till 10 pm just now,ahahah...get up do my management which was due ltr at 12!! c'mn..why so busy!!
now gg to study for exam on friday!! :((
so gambate!!
P.s thanx for the celebration and the wishes and the gifts... :DD
28.9.08
...
Busy busy busy days are over for now...friday management exam 2...wish me luck....
there's expo,children fair,welcome back party,haha...busy week..
today help out with the expo foods,satay again.. :DD got to learn how to marinate it,hahaha.. learn quite a few things these days, em em em...not bad...
tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after the day after tomorrow are classes and classes and classes..
Tuesday plan to have BBQ party,but maybe it's gg to be cold,and i dunno hope everything goes well,dun want to have any expectation, high expectation leads to a big disappointment... when things are going right maybe expecting it to stay the same is a bit too much, so maybe i should think of the opposite way... when some good things happen,it means that something bad is gg to happen soon, can't be having good times all the time, bad times and good times are always crossing each other,so they come one after another continuously..
receive xiangwei's snail mail,was kind of surprise,hhahah,with all the random stuff,hahaha...sending her one when i got the time,by this week for sure.. :DD
back to playing cabal again,.was kind of bored so played for awhile and then find myself keep playing non-stop,ahahaha...so now was kind of getting back into it once again... kills time very fast, can be there playing for hours without noticing the time...
tml is class again,time to sleep...
NITE!! :DD
-tired-dun feel good-
+things isn't gg well as i thought..i dunno..i'm tired and...scared...+
there's expo,children fair,welcome back party,haha...busy week..
today help out with the expo foods,satay again.. :DD got to learn how to marinate it,hahaha.. learn quite a few things these days, em em em...not bad...
tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and the day after the day after tomorrow are classes and classes and classes..
Tuesday plan to have BBQ party,but maybe it's gg to be cold,and i dunno hope everything goes well,dun want to have any expectation, high expectation leads to a big disappointment... when things are going right maybe expecting it to stay the same is a bit too much, so maybe i should think of the opposite way... when some good things happen,it means that something bad is gg to happen soon, can't be having good times all the time, bad times and good times are always crossing each other,so they come one after another continuously..
receive xiangwei's snail mail,was kind of surprise,hhahah,with all the random stuff,hahaha...sending her one when i got the time,by this week for sure.. :DD
back to playing cabal again,.was kind of bored so played for awhile and then find myself keep playing non-stop,ahahaha...so now was kind of getting back into it once again... kills time very fast, can be there playing for hours without noticing the time...
tml is class again,time to sleep...
NITE!! :DD
-tired-dun feel good-
+things isn't gg well as i thought..i dunno..i'm tired and...scared...+
15.9.08
updates...
it's been long, so many things happen, just finish my management exam 1 and there'll be more exams coming,so i'm sorry if i didnt reply ur testi or msg,i'm so sorry..if i got a time i will reply all at once.. and there's be international oympics cming this week.join badminton and volley,hope can have fun!! :DD
sch have been ok for me now,coping with hw, and really get myself the feeling of studyin...this week is really busy with all the quizes and hw due on the same day!!! so i'm trying to get everything settle..
i think i should be sleeping soon after i reply all ur msges.. :DD
nite here,and early good morning over there (singapore!!) :DD
+things have been changing,really fast change+
sch have been ok for me now,coping with hw, and really get myself the feeling of studyin...this week is really busy with all the quizes and hw due on the same day!!! so i'm trying to get everything settle..
i think i should be sleeping soon after i reply all ur msges.. :DD
nite here,and early good morning over there (singapore!!) :DD
+things have been changing,really fast change+
21.8.08
Summer trip'o8
This vacation was the longest and quite fun i can say,towards the end it was kind of relaxing and really nice to just get away from Stillwater!! not saying this place is not good but if u think abt staying in this place for years, u'll try any way to just get away from it even for 1 day!!
-First we went to BOSTON!! ehrm..i dunno how to describe this place, it's like a crowded city area, and the Chinatown is scary and subway are everywhere...haha. Went to walk arnd Boston to see some nice buildings and we went to HARVARD and MIT, didnt have any special feeling for both places,haha. the sch was huge and it was different from OSU of course.went for a boat ride to see whales! we saw it,guess we are lucky huh, i'm nt sure how many are there but it was an experience seeing something u nvr knew u'll get to see.they are huge and some which are still young i think,but there are cute. :DD
then after a 4hrs bus ride........we reached
-NEW YORK!! a more crowded place!!it was really more more more crowded and the people there are more too, and yellow taxis everywhere, is yellow taxis a symbol for new york?! maybe.. Went to empire state,spent most of our days there, queueing up and waiting for night time to arrive to take nice pictures of the city, it was beautiful!! and went to find a place to eat after that. we also went to Macy's where we didnt spend much time, went hard rock, and TIME SQUARE!! it was beautiful at night with the lights on, there was M&M world and Hershey's, where i spent lot's of money at, and i that's when i stop wasting money on unnecessary things, but still i spend a lot during this trip,u just cant help it sometimes. we eat at places like Hard Rock, Dallas BBQ and a Korean restaurant,tried Korean food and it was nice. and spend most of the money on foods!!HAHA. Went to see LIBERTY! took 1/2 hr boat ride or maybe faster to see her,it was nice taking a walk arnd here and it was also not that tiring. then is lunch, we just ate too good during this trip.
then the next stop......
-BUFFALO!! where NIAGARA fall is at, we simply just relax at that place, we usually wake up arnd 8 in the morning so we can leave the hotel at 9 but at buffalo,we just sleep till everybody wake up,and that's like always arnd 2 pm,HAHAHA.went to see the falls and took the boat "Maid Of the Mist",get near the fall and took pictures, we also went near the fall to get a feeling somewhere near the fall, it was cool and really an experience too! and the good thing abt the hotel is it's near the fall, the room was spacious and there was washing machine and dryer,where we wash our clothes,haha. took some night scene of the falls where there are lights shining towards the fall,it was beautiful and then we just went back to our hotels and keep watching the olympics,haha. then it's time to leave the fall.
And the Last stop!!
-WASHINGTON D.C!! this stay was also quite relaxing, wake up late and then went out to eat good asian foods. the shop there closes arnd 7:30 in the evening,so we didnt really stay out late there. the hotel was unique, it was like an olden days hotels,the lift was different it still uses the doors where u have to open and close by urself it's just so beautiful i can say. i think we spent most of our time in our hotels, but we did went out to see the WHITE HOUSE, world war memorial and State capital--> by far,we are tired by the time we get close to the state capitol,so went back to have dinner and back to the hotel watch olympic,haha.we went looking for hard rock too arnd chinatown and after buying stuff we get our dinner and then back to the hotel for olympic agn,hahaha...and the last night of our trip we really had a lot of fun playing card games and doing punishment,it's SO FUN!! That marks the end of our trip!
Had lots of fun getting to know each other i dunno better or worse,haha. it was a different feeling gg on a trip with frends, it just fun. :DD
then it's time to go back to stillwater and worse the next day is when school starts!! AAAHHH!! was tired and really tired, and find that we have not get out of our holiday mood!! so everybody was still so SIAN for sch!
sch was fine for me but still the mood hasnt come yet!!
hope everybody is doing fine for this semester!! :DD
~ciao~
-First we went to BOSTON!! ehrm..i dunno how to describe this place, it's like a crowded city area, and the Chinatown is scary and subway are everywhere...haha. Went to walk arnd Boston to see some nice buildings and we went to HARVARD and MIT, didnt have any special feeling for both places,haha. the sch was huge and it was different from OSU of course.went for a boat ride to see whales! we saw it,guess we are lucky huh, i'm nt sure how many are there but it was an experience seeing something u nvr knew u'll get to see.they are huge and some which are still young i think,but there are cute. :DD
then after a 4hrs bus ride........we reached
-NEW YORK!! a more crowded place!!it was really more more more crowded and the people there are more too, and yellow taxis everywhere, is yellow taxis a symbol for new york?! maybe.. Went to empire state,spent most of our days there, queueing up and waiting for night time to arrive to take nice pictures of the city, it was beautiful!! and went to find a place to eat after that. we also went to Macy's where we didnt spend much time, went hard rock, and TIME SQUARE!! it was beautiful at night with the lights on, there was M&M world and Hershey's, where i spent lot's of money at, and i that's when i stop wasting money on unnecessary things, but still i spend a lot during this trip,u just cant help it sometimes. we eat at places like Hard Rock, Dallas BBQ and a Korean restaurant,tried Korean food and it was nice. and spend most of the money on foods!!HAHA. Went to see LIBERTY! took 1/2 hr boat ride or maybe faster to see her,it was nice taking a walk arnd here and it was also not that tiring. then is lunch, we just ate too good during this trip.
then the next stop......
-BUFFALO!! where NIAGARA fall is at, we simply just relax at that place, we usually wake up arnd 8 in the morning so we can leave the hotel at 9 but at buffalo,we just sleep till everybody wake up,and that's like always arnd 2 pm,HAHAHA.went to see the falls and took the boat "Maid Of the Mist",get near the fall and took pictures, we also went near the fall to get a feeling somewhere near the fall, it was cool and really an experience too! and the good thing abt the hotel is it's near the fall, the room was spacious and there was washing machine and dryer,where we wash our clothes,haha. took some night scene of the falls where there are lights shining towards the fall,it was beautiful and then we just went back to our hotels and keep watching the olympics,haha. then it's time to leave the fall.
And the Last stop!!
-WASHINGTON D.C!! this stay was also quite relaxing, wake up late and then went out to eat good asian foods. the shop there closes arnd 7:30 in the evening,so we didnt really stay out late there. the hotel was unique, it was like an olden days hotels,the lift was different it still uses the doors where u have to open and close by urself it's just so beautiful i can say. i think we spent most of our time in our hotels, but we did went out to see the WHITE HOUSE, world war memorial and State capital--> by far,we are tired by the time we get close to the state capitol,so went back to have dinner and back to the hotel watch olympic,haha.we went looking for hard rock too arnd chinatown and after buying stuff we get our dinner and then back to the hotel for olympic agn,hahaha...and the last night of our trip we really had a lot of fun playing card games and doing punishment,it's SO FUN!! That marks the end of our trip!
Had lots of fun getting to know each other i dunno better or worse,haha. it was a different feeling gg on a trip with frends, it just fun. :DD
then it's time to go back to stillwater and worse the next day is when school starts!! AAAHHH!! was tired and really tired, and find that we have not get out of our holiday mood!! so everybody was still so SIAN for sch!
sch was fine for me but still the mood hasnt come yet!!
hope everybody is doing fine for this semester!! :DD
~ciao~
3.8.08
new york!!
Will be flying to new york tomorrow!! seriouly,i'm not looking forward to it, but i really really hope it's gg to be fun.relaxing and fun..
things happen for a reason, but it seems to me now that the reason are so so so BULLSHIT... i dunno why cant life cut me some slack here, stop making it so hard to live with, uugghh..it's not a really big thing but it still bothers me.. btw i'm not feeling really down, i'm gg new york tmr!!
just hoping things goes well for everybody!!
drove down to the airport 2 days in a row, seriously my eyes are really tired and it's night. so tired...on the day we pick tin2 up was arnd 2 am, and there are fog on the highway,it was so scary,u cant really see wat's infront of u and seriouly it's my first time driving without big bro so kind of scary,drove slower and things wasnt gg well at the beginning,making me more nervous, but we reach there and home safely,so thank god!!
2nd day,wasnt feeling really happy.so ask bro if i can go to the airport to pick indra instead,and suprisingly,he said yes,so went with ana and daphne,she was there doing puzzle so asked her along..it was an experience and it was fun-listening to Wonder Girls-"Tell Me",haha,i really likes driving long journey and listening to music,i hope i can drive a more longer journey,maybe 4 hrs drive to dallas or somewhere further. hope there's one day which i could...
AND!! heard some good news, malcolm and jessie are getting married, i think they are really a cute couple. :DD i hope i can be there for their wedding,though it's been long since we contact but hope they are happy and really blessed!! :DD
it's 3:30 am here, gg to sleeping now...
~chalja~
things happen for a reason, but it seems to me now that the reason are so so so BULLSHIT... i dunno why cant life cut me some slack here, stop making it so hard to live with, uugghh..it's not a really big thing but it still bothers me.. btw i'm not feeling really down, i'm gg new york tmr!!
just hoping things goes well for everybody!!
drove down to the airport 2 days in a row, seriously my eyes are really tired and it's night. so tired...on the day we pick tin2 up was arnd 2 am, and there are fog on the highway,it was so scary,u cant really see wat's infront of u and seriouly it's my first time driving without big bro so kind of scary,drove slower and things wasnt gg well at the beginning,making me more nervous, but we reach there and home safely,so thank god!!
2nd day,wasnt feeling really happy.so ask bro if i can go to the airport to pick indra instead,and suprisingly,he said yes,so went with ana and daphne,she was there doing puzzle so asked her along..it was an experience and it was fun-listening to Wonder Girls-"Tell Me",haha,i really likes driving long journey and listening to music,i hope i can drive a more longer journey,maybe 4 hrs drive to dallas or somewhere further. hope there's one day which i could...
AND!! heard some good news, malcolm and jessie are getting married, i think they are really a cute couple. :DD i hope i can be there for their wedding,though it's been long since we contact but hope they are happy and really blessed!! :DD
it's 3:30 am here, gg to sleeping now...
~chalja~
31.7.08
Trust?!...
Have the feeling that trust btwn ppl is really important, but i think if u dun give that person a chance how u can know whether u can trust them,let them show wat are they capable of bfr u decide whether to trust them or not...
Have been doing nth for this past few days, just slacking and slacking...was thinking of whether i want to go back and work for 2 days bfr gg off for my NEW YORK trip, cause summath and hariharan saw me at colvin the other day, i lied abt gg out of town for the week and told her i wont be gg to work, but they saw me, but still i forgot to make a call to her, and since tml only 1 day,so decided not to work... i need to work hard next semester.. :((((((((( i'm officially "BROKE" <--Real broke...
gg for a run tml, hope so..hahaha... tintin cming back, so wont be bored bah..:DD but gg off soon,hope she's fine here...
gg to pick her up ltr on...
That's all FOLKS!!
~ciao~
Have been doing nth for this past few days, just slacking and slacking...was thinking of whether i want to go back and work for 2 days bfr gg off for my NEW YORK trip, cause summath and hariharan saw me at colvin the other day, i lied abt gg out of town for the week and told her i wont be gg to work, but they saw me, but still i forgot to make a call to her, and since tml only 1 day,so decided not to work... i need to work hard next semester.. :((((((((( i'm officially "BROKE" <--Real broke...
gg for a run tml, hope so..hahaha... tintin cming back, so wont be bored bah..:DD but gg off soon,hope she's fine here...
gg to pick her up ltr on...
That's all FOLKS!!
~ciao~
28.7.08
water Rafting!!
Went water rafting last saturday, it was so fun!! can get a tan too,but still not that tan, bcm darker though,haha..we rafted for like hours.. reach there from stillwater at arnd 9:30 i think, we go at 5 a.m from here,or maybe ltr,waited for people and getting ready..Slept at 3 am that day and woke up at 4:45 am and rush to oma's hs to gather and not all people arrive yet though.
After reaching there,put on some sun block and took a bus to the other end and we started rafting till 4 pm..stop few times to rest though. we had water fight,swimming and catching fish for awhile only,but overall it was fun. :DD hope to do it again next summer,maybe try kayaking next time.. got few blisters from rafting,whenever i take a shower it is so painful!! :(( hope it gets well soon.
Went dallas yst,it was so tiring, was not feeling good but it was fine after some chocolate...we plan to go at 8 am but didnt get up,so went arnd 10 pm,hahha..start our 4 hrs journey to dallas,bro drive so i just enjoy the scenery,hahha,ana was sleeping behind...half way through the journey 'm getting sleepy,luckily ana woke up,so it's my turn,hahhaa...reach there arnd 2:30 and we eat at TOKYO ONE, shushi buffet...i didnt really feel wwwaaa when eating it this time,though i really want to eat shushi, i want to eat SAKAE SHUSHI!!! :(( but had fun time eating with bros..and smth funny happen,hahaha...cant tell u guys...
Then we headed to asian mart-"Qiao Guan" to buy some stuff we cant find in oklahoma,bought till 250+,hahaha...really lots,but it's quite expensive for some stuff... then we started our 4 hrs ride agn back to stillwater, we are out of coins to pass the turnpike,so we went wal-mart to get some change,then started our way back...went around looking for cheap gas station,hahaha..gas is so expensive nowadays!!! after finding one for like 3.69/gallon, we stop and fill the tank up and then continue on our way..bro drove half-way and we change,i drove the other half-way back,drove for like arnd 1 hr 45 mins bfr reaching home,my eyes was so tired especially when it's night time,so tired..
That's all for this weekend...
Will be heading for new york next monday till 16th if august!!2 days bfr sch start!!haha,we really played hard this time, and really broke!! i really need to get a job for this tripssss!! wish me luck!!
~adios~
After reaching there,put on some sun block and took a bus to the other end and we started rafting till 4 pm..stop few times to rest though. we had water fight,swimming and catching fish for awhile only,but overall it was fun. :DD hope to do it again next summer,maybe try kayaking next time.. got few blisters from rafting,whenever i take a shower it is so painful!! :(( hope it gets well soon.
Went dallas yst,it was so tiring, was not feeling good but it was fine after some chocolate...we plan to go at 8 am but didnt get up,so went arnd 10 pm,hahha..start our 4 hrs journey to dallas,bro drive so i just enjoy the scenery,hahha,ana was sleeping behind...half way through the journey 'm getting sleepy,luckily ana woke up,so it's my turn,hahhaa...reach there arnd 2:30 and we eat at TOKYO ONE, shushi buffet...i didnt really feel wwwaaa when eating it this time,though i really want to eat shushi, i want to eat SAKAE SHUSHI!!! :(( but had fun time eating with bros..and smth funny happen,hahaha...cant tell u guys...
Then we headed to asian mart-"Qiao Guan" to buy some stuff we cant find in oklahoma,bought till 250+,hahaha...really lots,but it's quite expensive for some stuff... then we started our 4 hrs ride agn back to stillwater, we are out of coins to pass the turnpike,so we went wal-mart to get some change,then started our way back...went around looking for cheap gas station,hahaha..gas is so expensive nowadays!!! after finding one for like 3.69/gallon, we stop and fill the tank up and then continue on our way..bro drove half-way and we change,i drove the other half-way back,drove for like arnd 1 hr 45 mins bfr reaching home,my eyes was so tired especially when it's night time,so tired..
That's all for this weekend...
Will be heading for new york next monday till 16th if august!!2 days bfr sch start!!haha,we really played hard this time, and really broke!! i really need to get a job for this tripssss!! wish me luck!!
~adios~
19.7.08
Dark Knight...
Dark Knight was a good movie, maybe i'm expecting too much and quite sian,so dun really have the "wwwaaa" feeling, was funny some part and scary!! I didnt think the scar face is scary, i think the joker is even more scarier than that!! gg to have nightmare?!? maybe?!? will sleep no matter wat, so tired today!!
Hw due tml, agn!! last time i have to deal with this mapleta thingy!! 2 questions this time but it's 15 marks each!!! like wat!!! hope i can do it alone, by myself.
Today's garage sales was good, had a lot of fun, it was a long day but it was really fun. :DD they gave out free toys, but didnt get anything,saw a 小丸子 musical box, but it was taken by smn when i was gone.. :(( saw quite few stuffs but still nth... bought photo frame and an angel thingy, was quite satisfying though.. :))
I really quiting this thurs i think after my finals, wont be working anymore, just sux...
Everythings been fine lately,back to the way it used to be, at least that's wat ppl say... am i a kind of person who wat let u all look down and all that, kind of person who gets angry easily, i just dun like the way things work for me, u might think it works for u but to me maybe not... it's gd things are back, but why in this same way/situation which i really dun like once/twice is ok,but everytime, C'MN!!!
gg to sleeeeppppp ppl...nite
chalja chalja
Hw due tml, agn!! last time i have to deal with this mapleta thingy!! 2 questions this time but it's 15 marks each!!! like wat!!! hope i can do it alone, by myself.
Today's garage sales was good, had a lot of fun, it was a long day but it was really fun. :DD they gave out free toys, but didnt get anything,saw a 小丸子 musical box, but it was taken by smn when i was gone.. :(( saw quite few stuffs but still nth... bought photo frame and an angel thingy, was quite satisfying though.. :))
I really quiting this thurs i think after my finals, wont be working anymore, just sux...
Everythings been fine lately,back to the way it used to be, at least that's wat ppl say... am i a kind of person who wat let u all look down and all that, kind of person who gets angry easily, i just dun like the way things work for me, u might think it works for u but to me maybe not... it's gd things are back, but why in this same way/situation which i really dun like once/twice is ok,but everytime, C'MN!!!
gg to sleeeeppppp ppl...nite
chalja chalja
18.7.08
Garage sale!!
We are having another garage sale tml, and it's held in a church near campus...The church is SO SO SO Big!! they have kitchen with all the things u need: oven, microwave, etc... big kitchen, part of it is almost like taco mayo.. (=.=)'' hope it's gg great!!
First of all: congrats tintin!!! :DD miracle do happens,haha... hope it's cming to me soon!! ~waiting~
didnt go work after that continue sleeping!! was so tired!! i decided to quit!! i really dun feel like working there anymore, the minute i thought that i'm gg to work ltr dampened my mood, and tintin told me smth abt this today and she say it's time to leave.. i agree!! so both of us are in need for job right now, she's leaving pistol pizza and me TACO MAYO!! things was great at first but, something change and i thought it didnt affect me as much but it did in the end and i can say i'm partly blame for it but i dunno, i'm really sorry though making up excuses just to get away from working...Plan to quit next week but for fall semester, gg to tell her ltr on,not now...
I QUIT!!
smth happen that shows me lying it's really hard, sometimes lying just get back at u with the way u never thought it could happen, just felt so annoying and really sux!! so DUN LIE!! and please i dun feel that helping u guys is bad but i prefer communication more that lying, it's going to help more in communicating than having to lie, [If you lie, you have to think about more lies to cover the lies you created, so what's the point of getting more trouble for yourself]
Went to play badminton just now, but didnt get a chance to play with mbak yuyun, so hope to have another chance, she really play really gd...Played something like squash just now with elisa,daphne and jonathan, and i really sux at it, OOOHHH!! can't believe it, so stupid!! But it was fun,learning another sports, but still want to play ice hockey!! it's like a dream for me, i like floor ball and i think ice hockey are cool!! saw the tournament on tv few years back and was really interested in it!! and after watching a drama abt ice hockey it's really more interesting, hope to have a chance! :DD i found the drama so starting to watch it!haha..
now i'm waiting and also waiting for my hair to dry, i wash my hair just now, hvnt bathe! :( just come back from ihop, eat late late dinner and for some of them late lunch cum dinner and supper maybe,hahha. went tp help arrange the stuff for tml, had lots of fun today, really fun...
btw there's a cockroach in my hs!! AAAHHH!! if u guys dunno, i'm really scared of cockroach, they are disgusting and scary, if there are those that can fly, it's not scary is horrifying!!! ughh, but there's smth to thank this cockroach but i cant write it here,hahaha!!! :P
Ok that's for today...thinking abt smth also cant tell u guys,haha... XD
watching drama and after my hair are dry i'll sleep,tml at 7 a.m!! NNNOOO!! i'm gg at 7:30 though,hahaha... XD
~ciao~
First of all: congrats tintin!!! :DD miracle do happens,haha... hope it's cming to me soon!! ~waiting~
didnt go work after that continue sleeping!! was so tired!! i decided to quit!! i really dun feel like working there anymore, the minute i thought that i'm gg to work ltr dampened my mood, and tintin told me smth abt this today and she say it's time to leave.. i agree!! so both of us are in need for job right now, she's leaving pistol pizza and me TACO MAYO!! things was great at first but, something change and i thought it didnt affect me as much but it did in the end and i can say i'm partly blame for it but i dunno, i'm really sorry though making up excuses just to get away from working...Plan to quit next week but for fall semester, gg to tell her ltr on,not now...
I QUIT!!
smth happen that shows me lying it's really hard, sometimes lying just get back at u with the way u never thought it could happen, just felt so annoying and really sux!! so DUN LIE!! and please i dun feel that helping u guys is bad but i prefer communication more that lying, it's going to help more in communicating than having to lie, [If you lie, you have to think about more lies to cover the lies you created, so what's the point of getting more trouble for yourself]
Went to play badminton just now, but didnt get a chance to play with mbak yuyun, so hope to have another chance, she really play really gd...Played something like squash just now with elisa,daphne and jonathan, and i really sux at it, OOOHHH!! can't believe it, so stupid!! But it was fun,learning another sports, but still want to play ice hockey!! it's like a dream for me, i like floor ball and i think ice hockey are cool!! saw the tournament on tv few years back and was really interested in it!! and after watching a drama abt ice hockey it's really more interesting, hope to have a chance! :DD i found the drama so starting to watch it!haha..
now i'm waiting and also waiting for my hair to dry, i wash my hair just now, hvnt bathe! :( just come back from ihop, eat late late dinner and for some of them late lunch cum dinner and supper maybe,hahha. went tp help arrange the stuff for tml, had lots of fun today, really fun...
btw there's a cockroach in my hs!! AAAHHH!! if u guys dunno, i'm really scared of cockroach, they are disgusting and scary, if there are those that can fly, it's not scary is horrifying!!! ughh, but there's smth to thank this cockroach but i cant write it here,hahaha!!! :P
Ok that's for today...thinking abt smth also cant tell u guys,haha... XD
watching drama and after my hair are dry i'll sleep,tml at 7 a.m!! NNNOOO!! i'm gg at 7:30 though,hahaha... XD
~ciao~
15.7.08
Dream..
"有梦就难免寂寞..." 真的吗？We will feel lonely if we have dream?! so wat does that mean? we shouldnt have dream?! Always think that having hard times in our lifes is really quite important, because if we get through this it means that we have grown up.. But today's situation is too hard to handle when i think the problem does not lies only within me, but also others, i can change but if the others dont change then u cant expect me to just live my life according to how they feel and how they think things should be, I'm not that kind of person...
I think all i can do is wait wait Wait, 等等等。。。
Let's talk abt the concert last friday, it went well, though not much turn up, but heard we earn quite a sum of money from the silent auction...BUT...it was so dissapointing!!when we performed nobody clap!!! was feeling like "AAAWWW.." inside, so sad, i think we performed really well, we sang through out the whole performance when we thought we couldnt cause we'll be out of breath by half-way,but after few training we manage to sing through out the whole performance, though there's some mistakes but we did a good job overall i think!! :DD was planning to go eat 'Qdoba', but after we finish helping it's already 11+,and 'Qdoba' close at 10, so went back home with mbak ika,so tired and "tired"...
Weekend went to an indian restaurant to eat for lunch,bro have been wanting to go since like few weeks back,he keep saying it's nice and he want to go but we didnt eventually,hahha,wait till this saturday we went to eat, it was nice, the food was nice,though not much variety but it was nice, and i ordered a indian tea,that's wat the waiter said, ok i dun like it! they put spices in it making the tea taste mint and spicy,ok really i dun like it and it was not sweet...after adding lots of sugar bro drink it,he said it was ok,maybe he like it.. i really dun like the tea.. X(
went to 'Cao Nguyen', vietnamnese supermarket which seels chinese foods and other stuff, and find there's not much stuff there, they have not restock yet...so quite wasted!! and then went to 'Cafe De Taipei',it was closed!!!X( so went back home...
Today finish my Exam 3, ok i think i will did badly for this,i was first one to leave because i dunno how to do some of the questions and i did it in a way i think it should be,have feeling that it is wrong...so went to ask marlene if i can work earlier, they cut our hrs bcs we have too many people,now i'm working for 2 and 1/2 hrs only everyday, was planning to work in the morning,but now it was ruined!! i cant work in the morning now... finally i was feeling that i want to work real hard this time and guess now, it was ruined...cant even have a chance now... so sian!! :(( everytime was having this feeling to do something and in the end it was ruined before i started!! C'mn!!! was trying to prove myself that i can do it!!! and it was gone just by the time i set my mind! :((
it's 11 p.m now,thinking if i want to do my hw earlier...ehrm...think abt it...
-我没有不喜欢你，只是有一点不高心。你们好像没有想到我的感受，没有想我是这么想的。好像我这么想对你来说不重要。我需要时间再变回去以前的我。。。-
I think all i can do is wait wait Wait, 等等等。。。
Let's talk abt the concert last friday, it went well, though not much turn up, but heard we earn quite a sum of money from the silent auction...BUT...it was so dissapointing!!when we performed nobody clap!!! was feeling like "AAAWWW.." inside, so sad, i think we performed really well, we sang through out the whole performance when we thought we couldnt cause we'll be out of breath by half-way,but after few training we manage to sing through out the whole performance, though there's some mistakes but we did a good job overall i think!! :DD was planning to go eat 'Qdoba', but after we finish helping it's already 11+,and 'Qdoba' close at 10, so went back home with mbak ika,so tired and "tired"...
Weekend went to an indian restaurant to eat for lunch,bro have been wanting to go since like few weeks back,he keep saying it's nice and he want to go but we didnt eventually,hahha,wait till this saturday we went to eat, it was nice, the food was nice,though not much variety but it was nice, and i ordered a indian tea,that's wat the waiter said, ok i dun like it! they put spices in it making the tea taste mint and spicy,ok really i dun like it and it was not sweet...after adding lots of sugar bro drink it,he said it was ok,maybe he like it.. i really dun like the tea.. X(
went to 'Cao Nguyen', vietnamnese supermarket which seels chinese foods and other stuff, and find there's not much stuff there, they have not restock yet...so quite wasted!! and then went to 'Cafe De Taipei',it was closed!!!X( so went back home...
Today finish my Exam 3, ok i think i will did badly for this,i was first one to leave because i dunno how to do some of the questions and i did it in a way i think it should be,have feeling that it is wrong...so went to ask marlene if i can work earlier, they cut our hrs bcs we have too many people,now i'm working for 2 and 1/2 hrs only everyday, was planning to work in the morning,but now it was ruined!! i cant work in the morning now... finally i was feeling that i want to work real hard this time and guess now, it was ruined...cant even have a chance now... so sian!! :(( everytime was having this feeling to do something and in the end it was ruined before i started!! C'mn!!! was trying to prove myself that i can do it!!! and it was gone just by the time i set my mind! :((
it's 11 p.m now,thinking if i want to do my hw earlier...ehrm...think abt it...
-我没有不喜欢你，只是有一点不高心。你们好像没有想到我的感受，没有想我是这么想的。好像我这么想对你来说不重要。我需要时间再变回去以前的我。。。-
11.7.08
Tari Saman tomorrow!!
will be performing tari saman tomorrow...i dunno have feeling that not much will come,then after hearing wat happen today,maybe it's true...but serioudly hope people will come to enjoy these 1 &1/2 hrs of performance,$8/$10 per ticket,i think it's really worthwhile to enjoy the performance,maybe u shld have pay more for it!! just hope all went smoothly and GREAT!!! :D
just finish my hw,ok it sux!!! i cant guarantee an 'A' this time...actually nvr once!! haiz...just hope it can be over and i dun have to study anymore... just sux!! but exam was good,i was shocked by the marks i get,the teacher is really linient here, i thought i would get 20 less marks then wat i get...but it was good it was good...
so tired...played with dungyi just now...he is so cute, he can do 'hand' now,so so cute...but still he become more and more hyper.. he keep jumping around now,woori say bcs he get bully everytime,they make him jump,hahaha...so he used to jumping now... he wont get tired!! played for almost an hr and still he didnt sleep... but maybe he is sleeping now,nobody is playing with him now..
now going to sleep after emailing people bah,been dragging it till now...
that's all for today,just feel like writting!!!
~I'm tired!!~
just finish my hw,ok it sux!!! i cant guarantee an 'A' this time...actually nvr once!! haiz...just hope it can be over and i dun have to study anymore... just sux!! but exam was good,i was shocked by the marks i get,the teacher is really linient here, i thought i would get 20 less marks then wat i get...but it was good it was good...
so tired...played with dungyi just now...he is so cute, he can do 'hand' now,so so cute...but still he become more and more hyper.. he keep jumping around now,woori say bcs he get bully everytime,they make him jump,hahaha...so he used to jumping now... he wont get tired!! played for almost an hr and still he didnt sleep... but maybe he is sleeping now,nobody is playing with him now..
now going to sleep after emailing people bah,been dragging it till now...
that's all for today,just feel like writting!!!
~I'm tired!!~
6.7.08
非常累
我真得不懂。。。我真得很累了。。。
真的好累。。。
I dunno why cant just things be simple...
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
真的好累。。。
I dunno why cant just things be simple...
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
4.7.08
Fireworks...
Just got back from boomer lake for the fun raising event, and today is american's independent day, so there's a fireworks display.. it was nice, yeah like the other fireworks but everytime is just still so beautiful maybe the atmosphere and the people you are with bah,maybe...
Today's fundraising, i really dunno how is it, but can consider good bah..we selling bottle water for $2 dollar each,though really sounds expensive but it is for donation and people are buying because maybe they dun have a choice or really want to donate bah.. we didnt sell a lot i could say, there's so many left over... walked around part of boomer lake to give out flyers and selling water, carying the cooler box around, it was so tiring... but for good cause and agree to help so, it's a good thing...
Last few days have been training for our performance on July 11th-"Eyes On Me" concert, it was fun and so so so painful...muslce pain and bruises for some...but we are done with almost every move but just how we are suppose to make it work with the others is the problem... but we still have few days to go and i think we can make it just going to be really tired, and we still have non-english/indonesian language lyrics to learn,haha...quite funny though the song but still it's going to look nice if we do it altogether... :DD
Been really tired this few days, having exam 2 on mon, i am really scared this time, i think if i can just get a 'B', i'm really happy but is still want to get 'A', i dun want to dissapoint... Maybe i'm really going to try really hard!! 加油!!
going to bathe and sleep le...tml practice at 12:30..
nite everybody!!!
~chalja~
P.s.xiangwei i didnt italic my words this time,haha...
~我想念以前的我,虽然不是很满足,但是至少没有现在那么不快了.现在觉得真得很不快乐,不管做什么都好像会令很多人不开心..虽然会觉得为什么每个人都会这么想..难道我不能做我要做的事吗?? 就不能不要这么危难人家吗? 可是我还是觉得如果时间能回到过去,好希望能回到你们认为是以前的我~
+大家都会说我变了,但是我变不是好事吗?+
Today's fundraising, i really dunno how is it, but can consider good bah..we selling bottle water for $2 dollar each,though really sounds expensive but it is for donation and people are buying because maybe they dun have a choice or really want to donate bah.. we didnt sell a lot i could say, there's so many left over... walked around part of boomer lake to give out flyers and selling water, carying the cooler box around, it was so tiring... but for good cause and agree to help so, it's a good thing...
Last few days have been training for our performance on July 11th-"Eyes On Me" concert, it was fun and so so so painful...muslce pain and bruises for some...but we are done with almost every move but just how we are suppose to make it work with the others is the problem... but we still have few days to go and i think we can make it just going to be really tired, and we still have non-english/indonesian language lyrics to learn,haha...quite funny though the song but still it's going to look nice if we do it altogether... :DD
Been really tired this few days, having exam 2 on mon, i am really scared this time, i think if i can just get a 'B', i'm really happy but is still want to get 'A', i dun want to dissapoint... Maybe i'm really going to try really hard!! 加油!!
going to bathe and sleep le...tml practice at 12:30..
nite everybody!!!
~chalja~
P.s.xiangwei i didnt italic my words this time,haha...
~我想念以前的我,虽然不是很满足,但是至少没有现在那么不快了.现在觉得真得很不快乐,不管做什么都好像会令很多人不开心..虽然会觉得为什么每个人都会这么想..难道我不能做我要做的事吗?? 就不能不要这么危难人家吗? 可是我还是觉得如果时间能回到过去,好希望能回到你们认为是以前的我~
+大家都会说我变了,但是我变不是好事吗?+
29.6.08
Fund raising...
http://www.orgs.okstate.edu/iosa/rina.html
Go take a look and help out, she's indonesian and needed money for bone marrow transplant...she's one of the indonesian student in my sch..
We have been having events to raise the money for her, Yst was garage sale, we can say everything didnt went good at first, it was raining like in 4 different occasions, we open and close the things with plastic everytime it rain...can see that everybody is so tired and really hoping the weather gets better... But we sold quite few stuff, it's better than nth...oma was so angry in a funny way abt the price we sold in,hahaha...seriously the price it's quite low for some stuff, but it's for fund raising and it's garage sale, so it's ok... :DD
There's a concert coming up-"Eyes On Me", indonesian,malaysian,indian associations and regina-pianist will be performing, indonesian will be performing Tari Saman, i'm really excited abt it,bcs it's really cool...will post the video up for u guys who is looking,hahaha... but it's really fun too learn i guess, hope it goes well... :DD
July 4th is america independence day, we have an event on that day too... we'll be selling SATAYS!!! and other foods,cookies and cold drinks, it's summer...wat u can ask for more than cold drinks,hahaha... So just really hoping everything went well and hope we can raise the money in time.. :DD
Abt mua now....
THANK YOU XIANGWEI!!! :DD I LOVE IT!!! thanx thanx... :DD
she really bought one of every flavour FRUIT PLUS!!! i really miss this sweet, we dun have it here,hahaha... and the shirt, it's really nice i could say.. is different from wat we had last time, this looks much more nicer...AAAwww, why we can enjoy it last time, but thanx dumber for getting me this shirt!! :)) and the famous amos,hahaha...really thank you.. :DD Hope u are reading this!! The things reach to my hand safely!! :DD
~hope tml can be better...~
Go take a look and help out, she's indonesian and needed money for bone marrow transplant...she's one of the indonesian student in my sch..
We have been having events to raise the money for her, Yst was garage sale, we can say everything didnt went good at first, it was raining like in 4 different occasions, we open and close the things with plastic everytime it rain...can see that everybody is so tired and really hoping the weather gets better... But we sold quite few stuff, it's better than nth...oma was so angry in a funny way abt the price we sold in,hahaha...seriously the price it's quite low for some stuff, but it's for fund raising and it's garage sale, so it's ok... :DD
There's a concert coming up-"Eyes On Me", indonesian,malaysian,indian associations and regina-pianist will be performing, indonesian will be performing Tari Saman, i'm really excited abt it,bcs it's really cool...will post the video up for u guys who is looking,hahaha... but it's really fun too learn i guess, hope it goes well... :DD
July 4th is america independence day, we have an event on that day too... we'll be selling SATAYS!!! and other foods,cookies and cold drinks, it's summer...wat u can ask for more than cold drinks,hahaha... So just really hoping everything went well and hope we can raise the money in time.. :DD
Abt mua now....
THANK YOU XIANGWEI!!! :DD I LOVE IT!!! thanx thanx... :DD
she really bought one of every flavour FRUIT PLUS!!! i really miss this sweet, we dun have it here,hahaha... and the shirt, it's really nice i could say.. is different from wat we had last time, this looks much more nicer...AAAwww, why we can enjoy it last time, but thanx dumber for getting me this shirt!! :)) and the famous amos,hahaha...really thank you.. :DD Hope u are reading this!! The things reach to my hand safely!! :DD
~hope tml can be better...~
19.6.08
Updates...
It's been weeks since i last update...haha...ok how's my life?? some changes but still not good enough..i wonder if anybody thinks her/his life is already good enough and never wanted anything more than that?? are there people who knows when to stop when it is enough or will they want more and more and find that the more they get the more they will think is getting boring... And when u know when to stop wanting more?!? guess that's what's life about, knowing wat u want in the right amount without having to give up anything... I always believe if u choose 1 thing u have to give up 1 thing, and it sux when the things u choose ending up giving up on u...and u have nth left...just have to cling onto the things u choose no matter how hard it gets...
Done with cal 1 exam 1, done better than i thought, but a 'B', the highest in my class is full marks, and 2nd-99, 3rd-97!! so so so clever... need to study harder, but is the first time i have maths exam with questions that ask for the definition and it's worth more that 15 points i think...i didnt study definition that hard i thought will only came out 2 question at most, but there's 3/4 question i think with 2 of them worth 4 pts each.. =.="' so i have to study defintion too next time.. Hope i can get an 'A' for thi subject,if not i really really will feel so so so down down down...study hard!!
Dumber have been asking wat i want from singapore,hahha...seriously dumber, i really cant think of any and really sorry..give me some more time...and i have not been contacting her, so sorry again...will be online to talk to u soon... tonight maybe.. :DD
http://www.orgs.okstate.edu/iosa/rina.html
People and everybody, please go to this website and help out as much as u can..please...one of the student in my school need money for her transplant and the doctors wont operate her unless they got at least half of the expenses and they have to show that they will receive another half of the expenses...she needs to raise USD$18o,ooo within 4 weeks and the first week is almost over, really needed help this time..i know is looks kind of impossible but there's always a chance, she's really need help...she's indonesian btw and she's just 21 yrs old..saw her mum and her the other day, seriously her mother looks really tired and rina,the girl's name, she's coughing too, read her blog and it's really very sad... Please take a look at least.. :) They have a group on facebook for her too, our sch set it up for her, if u can join and give her ur support and show her some care, it's really nice...:DD thanx a lot...
Why can't we have more time in some of the things we do that will make a huge different?!
I need more time in my life too, bcs life's too short...
+i did smth wrong to get back at someone and i'm really feeling not that good and hope things can be done again and show that i dun mean to do that...+
+i dunno how u think about this, i dunno last time and still i dunno abt it...I'm confuse and sometimes tired...(if it'll make a difference then dun make it known to me, i find it good this way)+
Done with cal 1 exam 1, done better than i thought, but a 'B', the highest in my class is full marks, and 2nd-99, 3rd-97!! so so so clever... need to study harder, but is the first time i have maths exam with questions that ask for the definition and it's worth more that 15 points i think...i didnt study definition that hard i thought will only came out 2 question at most, but there's 3/4 question i think with 2 of them worth 4 pts each.. =.="' so i have to study defintion too next time.. Hope i can get an 'A' for thi subject,if not i really really will feel so so so down down down...study hard!!
Dumber have been asking wat i want from singapore,hahha...seriously dumber, i really cant think of any and really sorry..give me some more time...and i have not been contacting her, so sorry again...will be online to talk to u soon... tonight maybe.. :DD
http://www.orgs.okstate.edu/iosa/rina.html
People and everybody, please go to this website and help out as much as u can..please...one of the student in my school need money for her transplant and the doctors wont operate her unless they got at least half of the expenses and they have to show that they will receive another half of the expenses...she needs to raise USD$18o,ooo within 4 weeks and the first week is almost over, really needed help this time..i know is looks kind of impossible but there's always a chance, she's really need help...she's indonesian btw and she's just 21 yrs old..saw her mum and her the other day, seriously her mother looks really tired and rina,the girl's name, she's coughing too, read her blog and it's really very sad... Please take a look at least.. :) They have a group on facebook for her too, our sch set it up for her, if u can join and give her ur support and show her some care, it's really nice...:DD thanx a lot...
Why can't we have more time in some of the things we do that will make a huge different?!
I need more time in my life too, bcs life's too short...
+i did smth wrong to get back at someone and i'm really feeling not that good and hope things can be done again and show that i dun mean to do that...+
+i dunno how u think about this, i dunno last time and still i dunno abt it...I'm confuse and sometimes tired...(if it'll make a difference then dun make it known to me, i find it good this way)+
3.6.08
Summer days...
SUMMER IS HERE!!
The weather has been hot and hot and hot, but at least the wind that's blowing is still not that hot...but the sun is like so hot!! Cant stand the heat!! but our apartment air-corn is 24hrs open!!Warkaka...so for the whole summer being at home is the best thing u can do,execpt going to classes,actually walking to the class, in the class ok at least not that hot...Business law grade is out for days now, and it sux real bad,not planning to retaking it..so there goes my grade...ok...that's for the worse part...
Good part?! seems like it...taking calculus 1, ok i think if really have interest in that class really wont feel sleepy or feel like the time is going so slow..time really flies when i'm in the class...today he taught abt velocity which is already taught in secondary sch, and he draw cat to illustrate on how to find the average velocity,hahah...cute cute...he teaches quite well for the time being, very detailed... i dunno abt this class,hope to get good marks for once?! just work hard bah!! :DD
And i'm back working in taco mayo now...no other place to work at, that's wat i think and since she still let me work, why not...so decided to work, but i can only work for at most 23hrs at most?! haiz...but i really need the money...felt so bad after spending so much...and there's so many places that's waiting for me to go and have fun at...really want to be able to go and have fun without any worries... hope i can persevere for this 2 months... Jia you too bah!!
watch "The day after tommorrow" just now at oma's hs,nice movie..havent watch it yet though i really want to watch it when it came out which is like years ago!!HAHA!! there's still a lot of movie that i would like to watch but really dun have the mood and the feeling bah...maybe when i have the chance will watch all at once!! XD
Ok..2nd day of my busy lifestyle starts tml..hope i can wake up... :))
Nite!!!
+I think i change too, but i also dunno why this sudden change...been trying to really get myself back but do you think anyone who change [i dunno in this case is bad/good] get themselves back?? I'm trying...+
21.5.08
Soccer final!!
Chelsea lost...not a supporter of chelsea but i dunno why support chelsea this time...so exciting when watching but they lost, 2 times the ball hit the goal post and the 5th penalty shot was soooooo unexpected!!! haiz...maybe like what they said[...]
My 2nd day nt going to class...haiz...today there's take home quiz...haiz...try tomorrow whether i can get a copy,if not i'll just really print 1 sheet and hand in...:( i really cant get up, get up to early so went back to sleep and in the end too late,might as well don't go...haiz...i dun want to get another grade of that kind but i'm not working hard...haiz....save me anybody...maybe i got too distracted!!haiz...
now i'm going to sleep and tomorrow go to class!!!! Jia you!!!
Nite!!!
+maybe it's time to stop "day-dreaming"+
My 2nd day nt going to class...haiz...today there's take home quiz...haiz...try tomorrow whether i can get a copy,if not i'll just really print 1 sheet and hand in...:( i really cant get up, get up to early so went back to sleep and in the end too late,might as well don't go...haiz...i dun want to get another grade of that kind but i'm not working hard...haiz....save me anybody...maybe i got too distracted!!haiz...
now i'm going to sleep and tomorrow go to class!!!! Jia you!!!
Nite!!!
+maybe it's time to stop "day-dreaming"+
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