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On thurs went to take written exam for permit,only i fail,was kind of sux lah...things always dun turn out the way u thought they will...after taking the exam went to work...so sux lah...but that day was okay because the time was really going fast...i thought they only go fast when you are having fun...work work work...saw oma's msg,felt better...also wat the others tell me abt failing first exam is okay but if only u out of the others that fail is really sux,i know is fine but still u sux!!work work work,daphne came and then oma came,made smth to eat for both of them bcs manager wasnt there,haha...they eat and me continue working working working...and after few boring moment,it's time to close...pack pack pack...bro come to pick me up and went home bathe,eat,then do hw and then read the old file and then went to sleep...with a happy mood!!!:D
It's friday,keep thinking abt it and i was late... but was fine i guess,hahaha,he was explaining abt the hw and so 'was not late'...today 2nd quiz,the question was wat he had thought a second ago,hahha,i admit i still need to think abt it,AHAHAHA,but it was okay i think i get it right,maybe... XD then after class went home for the first time i didnt slp,hahha,read the old file and watch conan and eat,was so hungry...then after smtms went sch for eng,it was okay i didnt know must bring textbook so didnt bring mine so share it with smn,then go on go on go on...nt as fun as ENGL COMPII! then it's statistic class,was falling asleep but exam cming...so cant afford to do so..hahaha..listen listen and then went straight to econ class,saw JP on the way,talked and found that joanna is back in stilly,and they were planning to go karaoke,HAHAHA,so think abt it..went to econ class and aaron didnt cm to class agn,hahaha...so it's chapter 3 already..test on feb4..still 1 more week...after class ended san said she have headache bcs she thinks very hard,hhahahaha...she went library and i went taco mayo find marlene,on the way saw saori,so chatted...marlene was nt there so called her and told her got to leave early on tues,then went home,study with ana a bit and went to take exam 2nd time...I PASSED!!WoOhOo!!YES!!!was planning to do the card straight away but it closes at 4 so we cant make it on time so went home prepare and went to have a "date" with oma!!HAHAHA,she didnt want to tell me where she's bringing me,so followed her but bfr that bro had already guess where is it,so but it was still nice.. :DD oma brought me to eat ice-cream!!~very nice~she treat me.thanx oma!!eat eat eat and talked...it was nice talking to oma...dunno till wat time we eat and went back home... after that went colvin play badminton...was fun,but i have nt run for so many days.. :( got to run more after exam bah...was planning to watch movie but we past the time,so didnt watch but we went to edmond to buy bubble tea,hahaha,so bro drive,reach there arnd 1:30 they close at 2am,so hang-out there till 2 am and went home..there are so many police there...drive drive drive and went we are abt to reach stillwater,there's a deer crossing infront,didnt hit it of course,but we nearly got it,so it was so shocking lah,i didnt saw the whole thing,but saw part of the deer body,luckily nth happen...after reaching hm went straight to bed,really really tired...slp slp slp...ZzzZZzz
It's saturday,was awake arnd 11 am i thought it's already 5 pm,i dunno why i think abt that,but after knowing it's just 11 am i went back to sleep,hahahha...slept till 2 pm...hungry so made smth to eat..then watch conan of course..hahahha..was planning to study but played solitaire till didnt study,hahaha...studied for likee 1 n 1/2 chapter then went downstairs learn skate-board,WoOhOo!!i want to learn till at least can do an olli or what is it called,hahhaha,played softball with bro bcs it's been a long time since he played,played and was tired we have to catch the ball wherever the ball goes,hahhaa,it was fun fun fun...after that went wal-mart,as usual..was planning to just buy wat we need and go but still we went for like an hr maybe..tsk tsk tsk,we are so so siao...went home and eat then watch movie-"meet the spartans",was not so nice,not as nice as u will expect bah...haiz...watch watch watch...tml they are gg to panera ear breakfast,go, dun go,go,dun go,go,dun go......i dunno...hope things turn out well...now let me slp...tml got to study really...i cant go on like this or i'll be dead...CM'N!!!~jia you jia you jia you~
+everything i think about didnt work out these days...someone help me...please...+
~i thought it got better but still it's not,someone save me please,let me forget about things that wont happen...~
[Dun ask me about it you all would not understand]

lately

some things have nt been gg rite but still it's manageable...
there's indonesian gathering,went to help out at bak ika's house,i woke up the latest,HAHAH,and bak ika send a voice mail to tin tin asking her to wake up!!hahaha!!!so funny,tin2 cm over to wake me up,HAHAH!! the food was DELICIOUS!!!! the whole clique of us was eating at the back by ourselves,so loner!!hahahha,but it was fun...and guess wat?? we ate the cheesecake till only one is left!!HAHAHA!!there was 2 cheesecake,the we ate half from each cheesecake by ourselves!HAHAHA!!we was caught res-handed,when bak ika went back after heard we all laughing very loud and there was someone who say there's cheesecake in the back!!hahahha..so funny...was the best indonesian gathering i had i think :D
went cao nguyen after that,HAHAHAH!!! went to buy lots of things,bought till $130!!!now think of it a bit siao siao we all!!! must cut down expenses..went home after that and went colvin run,woohoo proud of myself.ran 18 rnds...hope can have the heart to run at least thrice a week...~jia you jia you jia you~
sunday:went colvin play badminton,didnt run... and then went oma's hs eat noodles,then talk talk till 2:30...then went home sleeepppp...
today no sch!!holiday!!!woke up at 1:30 today,play bball n skipping till 2:15 then went home cook kerupuk,very nice~ didnt cook it for so so so long,so decided to cook since i have the time,and cook some food after asking my mum how to cook,it's nt that bad actually,just lazy to cook last time~~HAHAHHA!! will cook more often if i can and not lazy...
tml maybe doing laundy in the morning bfr gg to work...working agn,hope nt that tired and hope it's nt boring... :D if really confirm,we are planning to take our driving exam on thurs,but still nt sure,the sooner the better...nd to get my license soon!!!
watching conan and going to sleepppp...CONAN!!
~oyasumi~~chalja~
+i dont want to have my bad side known to the others but some things just force it to come out of me everytime+

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this week is...pretty fine. went late for acct class on wed,bcs i overslept! XD sat at the back row,though there are still spaces infront but ppl are sitting behind,haha.. then went home,sleep agn...till 11:30,HAHA!!my class is at 11:30 lah,went to catch the next bus.reach class and i dun have to go class cause i finish my compo. =.=''' i told her i miss the bus! HAHA!then she told me not to miss the bus agn next time, i got 1 more chance not to be late... i need to use this 1 chance for the whole semester! dang it! tml using textbk and i have nt gotten mine...worse...getting it tml though.
today work,was fun...as usual was late,but this time earlier,and my first time working with indra,hahaha!!was busy busy busy as usual but smth is diff today,idk wat...there's 2 new ppl today, a mexican girl,she knew some of the indonesian though...and ritesh frend..today was fun working with my bro,ritesh,jeenna,mohamad,we keep playing n playing...HAHHAHA!!till 3 of them left and only me n ritesh is left,work work work...and the last 15 mins bfr closing,there's so many ppl and i dunno where they came from!!so fed up...cm'n we are closing!!! did their order and we start packing...finish the whole closing by 7:20 bah...then went home...
watch conan...it's very nice... :D
tml class i dunno if i can get up..hHAHAHAHA!!i'll get up for sure...cant afford to miss the class...now really tired but...after i correct my notes then i sleep...so tiring...
+why this thing keeps happening to the people i met,is it ONLY me thinking about this feelings or is just the fact that...+
我不想再想了...我好累...I'm tired of convincing myself that is not the fact when it has been happening again and again...

last weekend!!

sat,didnt do anything much..just slack and set up my hw manager acct...still dunno how they work.:( went to thai cafe to have dinner with the indonesian clique!ate pad thai,yah same taste as any others pad thai i eaten! went bowling after that,hahha,quite fun..then went wal-mart,we bought a lot of things...as usual! after that went oma,carmen's hs to spend the nite,cant sleep but it was fine!:DD
went to stay there on sunday too!!cant get to sleep! but at least can get up!:DD wake up arnd 7 am ans i went home to bathe and go to sch!after i reach hm,i slept till 11:15,my class is at 11:30!XD so was kind of rush but it was fine!!she didnt mark me late i think...
Tml working agn,hope it goes fine!!:DD
~am i acting weird lately? If yes,why am i??~
+maybe it's bcs everybody is changing+

"first" week of school!!

okay first week have gone by~ still alive still alive!! wasnt that bad afterall..
wednesday: went to class as usual,morning acct,yah was fine,the accounting i'm taking now is diff from the one in DEYI,the balance sheet and the credit debit thing is different!!but it brought back a lot of memories of the POA class in DEYI!!:D
went home after that,till 11 for the next class english!tell you the truth i think it's boring!!nt as fun as COMPII!haiz!after eng is statistic!the teacher was really funny!!her class was super high!she talks really loud,dun even need a microphone,and she's really a high person!her class was fun!:D after that went to ECON class straight away,but THE CLASS WAS CANCELED!!actually was looking forward to this class,to see wat's econ is all about,but too bad the teacher cant make it,she's sick! went to taco mayo look for ana,and i made MEXICALLI BOWL!it's nice!went home eat and rush to my next class-MSIS! the teacher is fun too,she's really nice,she cancel our class on friday and shorten our class time buy 25 mins!!so nice of her!!she's also a bit high herself! i think this semester is gng to be great!!:))
Thur-fri:thurs work as usual,work with ritesh,jenna,my bro at the back,really have fun with them,HAHAHA,joking arnd and eating fries!!XD it was fun that day...went home eat,set up the hw managers and went to bed! was really tired...
fri as usual the same schedule,went sch for accouting first,met mas fuad on the bus,was kind of weird,bcs he is an indonesian and he's like a frend but he's my acct teacher too,hahah,was kind of weird when talking to him,and we talked for awhile and we have nth to talk abt! >.<
Skip my eng lesson today,stayed home and sleep till statistic class,i thought we'll be doing nth at the eng class,but when i pass that classrm i saw them doing smth,ohwell!shall ask her if i can next mon...nearly miss the class!! was dreaming when i was suppose to wake up,weird dream!! went to statistic class, and the person beside me was asking wat's my name and i replied her like few seconds ltr after she asked!!i dunno she'll talk to me!talked for awhile and the class began!rush to my econ class at NRC!but i wasnt late!:D her class was quite fun,today's class was funny!!hahah!but still dun get the lesson at some point!!XD
went home after that,heard there is gg to be a party at viking's & indra's hs for tommy,he's leaving tml!was kind of sad,nearing the end of last semester we just got together as a clique!all of us hanging out together,eating,watchign movie,and have fun playing..
went to colvin bfr that played basketball,was okay!funny thing happen today!!HAHAHA!!funny funny!!it didnt happen to me,so it's more funny!!XD
had dinner and then sat down to watch JACKASS! was so stupid and gross!! XD they "splash" him with beer when he was doing 'shotgun'!hahah,he was wet after that,hang arnd take pics and we all went home,tired now!!
have to finish my work this week and it's gg to get more busy next week!!Uuugghhh!!
~nite everyone~

First day of sch & work!

FIRST DAY OF SCH: was so scared abt how it is gg to be,but it was quite fine...met some familiar faces on the bus taking 8:30 class,but they are one stop earlier than me! but it was ok. after first class went home,till 11 pm go agn for another class,it was eng comp 1,the teacher was okay,saw a guy who take the same course as me last semester,was a frend frend,didnt talk much to him. there was 2 american guys who took the wrong class,hahah,our class is international eng comp!XD only 5/10 ppl turn up for class today!
2nd class was statistic,the classroom was my cs classroom,felt like sleeping agn!!the funny thing is-the teacher siao siao one!!HAHAHA!!she is really VERY HIGH!!she can laugh and talked abt her years studying and how she became a teacher for statistic!!me n the girl sitting beside me laugh quite a few times!!XD i nearly fell asleep but she will point to the person who fall asleep or talking!!so scary!there was a few of them talking and she was like:"can u two please dont talk?" with her hand pointing, and there was one who is sleeping,hahaha!!she ask the person beside him to wake him up! after arnd 40 mins,she dismiss us...and i got 15 mins to run from BUS-NRC!! so far lah!!hope when class tml wont be late!!i cant find the room when i was in NRC too!!hahha!!but found it when saw ppl gg that direction! :P econ class,it was okay..went home and then at 3:50 bro drive me to sch,was gg to sch but stomach upset!!:P they are gg to the bank too,so on the way!
the classroom was my geology classroom!back to the same classroom agn! this class was MSIS, the teacher was so so so gd!! the class was actually 1hr 15 mins and she plan to teach for 50 mins only and fri we wont be having any lesson!!Warkakak!!she's really really gd, and for our grade she will make ur marks to the nearest,she is so leniant!!if u got 16.1,she'll record ur mark as 17!! no matter point wat u got! she's really funny too!!keep linking her introduction of the SAM thingy & grace week to Eskimo Joe!HAHAH!!she also keep saying:"u know y i want to teach this class? Bcs i want to be with u!!" HAHAHA!!even in her syllabus also have this sentence!!XD was fun was fun!

FIRST DAY OF WORK:-yst went to oma's hs talk till 3 am!!XD went home and went to slp! woke up at 9;45,i kept thinking my schedule is 10:30!!hahaha!!so was late for 20 mins!XD but marlene didnt say anything...was busy in the afternoon as usual,but today the hours oof busy-ness is longer!! so tired!!work from 10:20 till 7:20!!XD marlene keep asking me:"ani go take a rest",hahaha!!so rested arnd 5 mins!!

now i'm so tired,tml need to wake up at 7:30 agn!>.<
i dun have a clue what to do tml!=.=
hope i dun get into any trouble!:))

~nite everyone~

P.s.Today weather is so cold!!!!bbbbbrrrrr!!

start school eve!

SCH IS STARTING TOMMORROW!! feel kind of nervous!! tml first class is mas fuad class!!hahaha!!i dunno how is it gg to be!XD tml first class at 8:30 nd to get up at 7:15 bah!Ughhh!! hope it's gg fine!:DD
Today slept at 6 am n woke up at 12 to go do laundry with bro,so many clothes lah! few weeks since we do our laundry!HAHAHA!XD tidy up my drawer today,but still lots of things,after bathing indra came,forgot his exam is today, went to tin2 hs to do,so i also go c c.didnt help anything,HAHHA,i'm just looking,i dun remember anything abt that course!XD went to check my result and i got a 'C'!!!C'mn!!! wth!!UUUGGGGHHHHH...dun think abt it anymore!!
went home and was so hungry!! bro want to eat panda but they are gg at 7:30,i think by then i'll be dead of hunger!!called oma and so went to their hs and eat!:DD eat home-made dinner,just simple dinner,but it's been sometimes since we have that!:D hope i can cook more this semester,or the rice wont even finish by the end of the year! stay there hang around till bro came and fetch me to go airport to fetch aki! reach there at abt 10,and his flight was delayed till arnd 10:20,so waited and finally,but still we waited for the lauggage.on the way home listen to them talk,and listening to songs. reach stillwater arnd 12!
now is time for me to sleep!! tml got to wake up so early!!
~nite~ ZZZzzz

WoOhOo!

Finish POLITICS COURSE TODAY!!! Had final exam today, was so sucky!all came out from chapter 5! THANK YOU TIN!!spilt chapter with my cousin and mine only came out 1 question and she had to answer all other 50++ questions! all together is 60 questions!!:P got 95 for this exam!WoOhoO!! but overall maybe get a B! i trash one of the hw!!>.<
Nth much happen recently! my sleeping habit now is like hell!!have been sleeping at 8 am recently!idk y,just dun feel like sleeping and watch Trutv-Ocean police force/smth.it was funny and really nice~
sch starting in 2 days time,how time flies and it's my 2nd semester! felt like my first semester is a disater when the result came back!! i'm really gg to study hard this time!!PROMISE! hvnt get my books yet though!haha!i dun have much book to buy,i'm using txtbks given by my bro n cousin... Today was suppose to go su but koko cant get up! i set alarm at 9:30 but i didnt turn it on!XD so STUPID!!
Went to tommy&thomas house to eat,they cook curry,it was nice!but we have to bring the whole pan hm,HAHA,they are gg OKC tml and cant leave there for too long,so we take home 1 pan n bee they all take one home too! watch totoro!and those who hvnt watch it yet have no childhood!!HAHA!-that's what carmen said!! they came back from CHICAGO the day bfr,bee and carmen got us a finger drum set!it was really cool!!Thank you da jies!!and bee got me a TIGGER bookmark!!:D
Most ppl are already back to sch!!all the best for this year!!jc people are having A lvl, and poly more projects! so xin ku, i got to work hard this semester too!!
My schedule for next semester is:
-MON,WED,FRI-8:30 am-9:20am, 11:30am-2:30pm & 4pm-5:15pm!!Choose 8:30 bcs it's mas Fuad class!!for that class got to sacrifices my sleeping time!!
-TUE,THURS:-NO CLASS!! XD But working from 10am till 7:30pm, hope i wont be dead tired when i'm home!! i need the money!! Spring break is cming...in 3 months time!:P got to plan early!! Dunno if the trip is gg to take place! hope so!!:DD hvnt seen liv liv for a long time!!
Ohyah~was talking to cheryl that day though it was short but it was so funny! she was asking how's life and i was gonna ans yah fine,but i only wrote yah and she was like asking me:"are you drunk?!" HAHAHA!!i dunno wat happen!XD talk properly the next time!!:P
wanting to slp but idk!maybe tml buying bed!we r like so poor thing,been sleeping using sleeping bags this few months!HAHA!!ana's back is hurting so better get it!:DD i also can get mine!
~hoping to enjoy my last 2 days of holiday~
trying to sleep!>.<