No one understand...It's just so amazing when all of you think like that...make it seems to me that i am not that good...
Now i know...
No matter how much things i said or do, it just seems that they done really care, they only care about the other...How sux can my life get?
23.2.08
19.2.08
:((
Today is not a gd day,was late again,i also dun want to be late,but the lazyness just keep cming...
Work sux today,haiz...everything just happen in the wrong time...haiz...should i quit and accept other job, cut my hours, dun work and study? why do we have to think about so many things,why cant life be just simple and understand-able...
Didnt forget to do my statistic hw today but i dunno how to do it anyway, might as well forget to do rite...why cant i just have a brain that can understand all the things so i dun have to be so 'xin ku' in trying to understand it and dun have to force them into me and let them just came into my head to let me understand...it's all a big why...
Heard some bad news about my major...cant go back work in sing if i get my degree here...=.=''' What am i suppose to do? stay here for the rest of my life,give up gg back there? study somewhere else? change major into smth i dun like,no interest in,dun have any interest anyway? What now??
~Everything just can't be right...No matter how i try, i fell even deeper and harder whenever i push myself up...~
LIFE SUX!!
Work sux today,haiz...everything just happen in the wrong time...haiz...should i quit and accept other job, cut my hours, dun work and study? why do we have to think about so many things,why cant life be just simple and understand-able...
Didnt forget to do my statistic hw today but i dunno how to do it anyway, might as well forget to do rite...why cant i just have a brain that can understand all the things so i dun have to be so 'xin ku' in trying to understand it and dun have to force them into me and let them just came into my head to let me understand...it's all a big why...
Heard some bad news about my major...cant go back work in sing if i get my degree here...=.=''' What am i suppose to do? stay here for the rest of my life,give up gg back there? study somewhere else? change major into smth i dun like,no interest in,dun have any interest anyway? What now??
~Everything just can't be right...No matter how i try, i fell even deeper and harder whenever i push myself up...~
LIFE SUX!!
18.2.08
=.=
Got over with my exams...didnt study for msis much,and i can see that i didnt study,all the questions came out from the slides but i dunno...everybody was doing it so fast and 1 by 1 they left... :(( done with mine and left,dun wanna think abt it...just sian... Today in class teacher was planning to use clicker,and i didnt bring mine...for so many classes i brought she didnt even asked once and today she wanted it! =.= i thought my attendance points are gone but she didnt know how to operate it so she didnt mark attendance...
Got back my account exam 1,got 85-B...4 marks careless, and arnd 4 marks didnt study well...Haiz...sian sian sian... i dunno what to do le...
Today english class,haiz...boring...got B for my diagnostic essay 1...HAIZ...really got to go by what she wants...HAIZ...Boring...
Yst found that 6 marks from my statistic exam long-time ago was marks wrong,i dunno if i can still get back the points...haiz...sian...i dunno y i have to wait so long...HAIZ...
Celebrated tin2's 21st burfday just now,she took 1,1/2 shot!WOah!!her face was really red in the end,roni's face was red too,oma's face was red too and she seems to be 'mabuk'...aaron drank half shot too,but he left after eating the cake...roni bake a cake for tin2 and everybody dun believe...but u can see that the cake look like it cant be bought outside,haha...so it's made by himself...ate the cake,take pictures,hang-around and went home,some have quizes tml...Hope she had an enjoyable nite. :DD
Tml working agn...haiz...just hope everything is fine...that's all i can hope for...
Chalja...
+我完蛋了...+
Got back my account exam 1,got 85-B...4 marks careless, and arnd 4 marks didnt study well...Haiz...sian sian sian... i dunno what to do le...
Today english class,haiz...boring...got B for my diagnostic essay 1...HAIZ...really got to go by what she wants...HAIZ...Boring...
Yst found that 6 marks from my statistic exam long-time ago was marks wrong,i dunno if i can still get back the points...haiz...sian...i dunno y i have to wait so long...HAIZ...
Celebrated tin2's 21st burfday just now,she took 1,1/2 shot!WOah!!her face was really red in the end,roni's face was red too,oma's face was red too and she seems to be 'mabuk'...aaron drank half shot too,but he left after eating the cake...roni bake a cake for tin2 and everybody dun believe...but u can see that the cake look like it cant be bought outside,haha...so it's made by himself...ate the cake,take pictures,hang-around and went home,some have quizes tml...Hope she had an enjoyable nite. :DD
Tml working agn...haiz...just hope everything is fine...that's all i can hope for...
Chalja...
+我完蛋了...+
10.2.08
Hope it gets BETTER!!!
back to writting agn..been days...my feeling still the same,hoping it gets better...
have not been really studying lately,just want to have fun...had fun,was fun... :DD Thanx a lot...Didnt work out these days,tired and SIAN!! It's gg to be really busy next week, Accouting exam 1-i really want to get good marks for this!!! MSIS exam, no clue on what to study,haiz...dun get the SAM test,it's just about everything i dunno...tried to do as mush as i can today,but find that i cant and i wouldnt want it,cause it's all about things i dunno..and the due is still so far away...just give me knowledge on this...really fed up!!
last friday was not so bad,smth happen and i dun know if it's gd or bad?! I need an answer to all of this!! i hope i can get an answer that answer all my doubt and feelings...Someone help me...please...
~Hope tomorrow is a good beginning for the whole week!~
-I try writting all in here,but i realise...i cant...*sobs*...i just need someone who really care!~
have not been really studying lately,just want to have fun...had fun,was fun... :DD Thanx a lot...Didnt work out these days,tired and SIAN!! It's gg to be really busy next week, Accouting exam 1-i really want to get good marks for this!!! MSIS exam, no clue on what to study,haiz...dun get the SAM test,it's just about everything i dunno...tried to do as mush as i can today,but find that i cant and i wouldnt want it,cause it's all about things i dunno..and the due is still so far away...just give me knowledge on this...really fed up!!
last friday was not so bad,smth happen and i dun know if it's gd or bad?! I need an answer to all of this!! i hope i can get an answer that answer all my doubt and feelings...Someone help me...please...
~Hope tomorrow is a good beginning for the whole week!~
-I try writting all in here,but i realise...i cant...*sobs*...i just need someone who really care!~
6.2.08
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
:D :D :D finally it's chinese new year!!!Hope everything is going to be great and the year ahead will be great too!! hope it's going great for everybody!!:))
chinese new year's eve is nt that great for me...but is okay we must look on the bright side of life~ ok let's see what happen to me...
first-late for class, went home overslept,so was gg to be late for eng class,but...before i broad the bus,i slip and fall in front of the bus!!got mud on my pants,and one of my slippers was under the bus!somebody help me get it out and i didnt broad the bus...went up to my apartment and guess wat, i didnt bring key cause i thought i wont need it...so stay there for 15 mins till tin2 came home,and went her house to stay warm...stay till 1 and decided to go for econ class where the 2nd thing happen...
I fail my econ exam 1..............so..............but there's always always another way out...got 5 points for attendance today,so was ok...for the attendance if the number of people in the room is not = to the attendance sheet she wont give points for attendance,so strict!! went home after that feeling...went for msis class after that,so so only...
At night went to Thai Cafe and eat,though there's 12 of us but we didnt really interact with the others,hahaha,sat different table.,so...ordered and they got me the wrong thing,so ok that's 3rd...after awhile mine came,and i was eating so slow...so they wait for me,and was ok,called home and talk to dad,mum,5-chim and kuku...for the other maybe tml bah...went to library after that,i dunno wat happen today i'm unable to keep the speed limit and when pressing the gas is either too much or too slow...Cm'n what a night!!cleaned the room n house!!:D
tml working i dunno how,cant handle knife and sisscors,and sharp thing..erhm...we shall see about that...cant wash hair tomorrow after working!!!UUGGHHHH!!!maybe bathe at 12 am,hahaha...XD
Been going to the library for the past few days,not really studying but hang-out with the others,hahahha!!played cs at the library,joke around,guessing riddle,and talked,hahaha...but hope we can really do well for our exams,it's exam time for the rest of next week bah if i'm not wrong...~jia you jia you jia you~
must not be moody!! It's chinese new year!!!
~chalja~
+things got better and i'm really glad,but bad things won't stop c'ming! Is it testing my patience or just simply torturing me...+
chinese new year's eve is nt that great for me...but is okay we must look on the bright side of life~ ok let's see what happen to me...
first-late for class, went home overslept,so was gg to be late for eng class,but...before i broad the bus,i slip and fall in front of the bus!!got mud on my pants,and one of my slippers was under the bus!somebody help me get it out and i didnt broad the bus...went up to my apartment and guess wat, i didnt bring key cause i thought i wont need it...so stay there for 15 mins till tin2 came home,and went her house to stay warm...stay till 1 and decided to go for econ class where the 2nd thing happen...
I fail my econ exam 1..............so..............but there's always always another way out...got 5 points for attendance today,so was ok...for the attendance if the number of people in the room is not = to the attendance sheet she wont give points for attendance,so strict!! went home after that feeling...went for msis class after that,so so only...
At night went to Thai Cafe and eat,though there's 12 of us but we didnt really interact with the others,hahaha,sat different table.,so...ordered and they got me the wrong thing,so ok that's 3rd...after awhile mine came,and i was eating so slow...so they wait for me,and was ok,called home and talk to dad,mum,5-chim and kuku...for the other maybe tml bah...went to library after that,i dunno wat happen today i'm unable to keep the speed limit and when pressing the gas is either too much or too slow...Cm'n what a night!!cleaned the room n house!!:D
tml working i dunno how,cant handle knife and sisscors,and sharp thing..erhm...we shall see about that...cant wash hair tomorrow after working!!!UUGGHHHH!!!maybe bathe at 12 am,hahaha...XD
Been going to the library for the past few days,not really studying but hang-out with the others,hahahha!!played cs at the library,joke around,guessing riddle,and talked,hahaha...but hope we can really do well for our exams,it's exam time for the rest of next week bah if i'm not wrong...~jia you jia you jia you~
must not be moody!! It's chinese new year!!!
~chalja~
+things got better and i'm really glad,but bad things won't stop c'ming! Is it testing my patience or just simply torturing me...+
2.2.08
Busy Days...
Statistic exam is over!!it's all the same format as the past year papers... glad that i practices...:DD Econ exam is on mon!! *gasps* hope i can do well..~study study study!~
These days doesnt really feel the same,i dunno,ppl changes easily but i dunno why...
have been gg to library these few days,was suppose to study but sometimes just get distracted...hahaha...
IT WAS SNOWING on thursday!!!so cool,woke up and it was snowing!!WoOhOo!!wore 2 jacket to sch and shoes!!hahaha!! that day only work,so didnt go out so much,till close...went to book a room at the library for studying,still remember last year we booked a room and have a 'karaoke session' inside,HAHAHAH!!!very funny...after booking went to business building to do my pre-test exam for MSIS, test 2 was so hard!!!:(( after doing meet up with the others and i end up playing CS,hahaha,and listening to music...XD
+why is it so hard to make thing changes for the better? They always end up worse...+
~ why why why~ -FEELING LIKE SHIT THESE DAYS!!!-
These days doesnt really feel the same,i dunno,ppl changes easily but i dunno why...
have been gg to library these few days,was suppose to study but sometimes just get distracted...hahaha...
IT WAS SNOWING on thursday!!!so cool,woke up and it was snowing!!WoOhOo!!wore 2 jacket to sch and shoes!!hahaha!! that day only work,so didnt go out so much,till close...went to book a room at the library for studying,still remember last year we booked a room and have a 'karaoke session' inside,HAHAHAH!!!very funny...after booking went to business building to do my pre-test exam for MSIS, test 2 was so hard!!!:(( after doing meet up with the others and i end up playing CS,hahaha,and listening to music...XD
+why is it so hard to make thing changes for the better? They always end up worse...+
~ why why why~ -FEELING LIKE SHIT THESE DAYS!!!-
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