Dream..

"有梦就难免寂寞..." 真的吗？We will feel lonely if we have dream?! so wat does that mean? we shouldnt have dream?! Always think that having hard times in our lifes is really quite important, because if we get through this it means that we have grown up.. But today's situation is too hard to handle when i think the problem does not lies only within me, but also others, i can change but if the others dont change then u cant expect me to just live my life according to how they feel and how they think things should be, I'm not that kind of person...
I think all i can do is wait wait Wait, 等等等。。。

Let's talk abt the concert last friday, it went well, though not much turn up, but heard we earn quite a sum of money from the silent auction...BUT...it was so dissapointing!!when we performed nobody clap!!! was feeling like "AAAWWW.." inside, so sad, i think we performed really well, we sang through out the whole performance when we thought we couldnt cause we'll be out of breath by half-way,but after few training we manage to sing through out the whole performance, though there's some mistakes but we did a good job overall i think!! :DD was planning to go eat 'Qdoba', but after we finish helping it's already 11+,and 'Qdoba' close at 10, so went back home with mbak ika,so tired and "tired"...

Weekend went to an indian restaurant to eat for lunch,bro have been wanting to go since like few weeks back,he keep saying it's nice and he want to go but we didnt eventually,hahha,wait till this saturday we went to eat, it was nice, the food was nice,though not much variety but it was nice, and i ordered a indian tea,that's wat the waiter said, ok i dun like it! they put spices in it making the tea taste mint and spicy,ok really i dun like it and it was not sweet...after adding lots of sugar bro drink it,he said it was ok,maybe he like it.. i really dun like the tea.. X(
went to 'Cao Nguyen', vietnamnese supermarket which seels chinese foods and other stuff, and find there's not much stuff there, they have not restock yet...so quite wasted!! and then went to 'Cafe De Taipei',it was closed!!!X( so went back home...

Today finish my Exam 3, ok i think i will did badly for this,i was first one to leave because i dunno how to do some of the questions and i did it in a way i think it should be,have feeling that it is wrong...so went to ask marlene if i can work earlier, they cut our hrs bcs we have too many people,now i'm working for 2 and 1/2 hrs only everyday, was planning to work in the morning,but now it was ruined!! i cant work in the morning now... finally i was feeling that i want to work real hard this time and guess now, it was ruined...cant even have a chance now... so sian!! :(( everytime was having this feeling to do something and in the end it was ruined before i started!! C'mn!!! was trying to prove myself that i can do it!!! and it was gone just by the time i set my mind! :((

it's 11 p.m now,thinking if i want to do my hw earlier...ehrm...think abt it...

-我没有不喜欢你，只是有一点不高心。你们好像没有想到我的感受，没有想我是这么想的。好像我这么想对你来说不重要。我需要时间再变回去以前的我。。。-